Damabiah
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Hello everyone! 
I am happy to see the full range of information found here. I am Canadian, my first language is French. As much to inform you immediately then excuse my English it is rotten.
I have since .... more than a week BACK in astrology. I was interested basic as everyone, you know in the newspaper, headings such as; what is your lucky number, your loves blablabla ...
I am a curious girl who loves the pleasures of life. It gets me into trouble and in the end I end up getting ahead and my world is drying up. I have two modes, the first very nice, curious, naive, who needs love, super extroverted, a good confidence, a mode I am very happy and I love to share. And the second has the complete opposition! The only thing that does not change at home is my naive kindness ... everyone would tell you that I am the girl without history, always very kind, ready to help you. These people do not know me.
My family, if she could say anything, irresponsible, dramaqueen, in the moon, she is disappointing and indomitable, she only makes her head. I am not like that. I try so many things for the conquest of happiness. I find myself stuck in a sense that leads me right into exile. For a long time I thought it was a shabby day until I discovered who was throwing it away. My childhood is unhappy, my adolescence ... worse! So not surprising that I tell you that grown up, since I was 20 years old, I am anything but a happy person. No one can see it because no one has anything to do with it. I wanted to bring life to life 5 years ago ... and that's the best thing that happens to me.
Just before having it in mind, I thought, I cried, seeking help from my tentour, my friends and my family. I'm not the type to ask for help and even less to show the weakness of my emotions. But I could not wear the mask I wore. The challenge of each morning became heavy and I was there. Until the last moment. I'm ashamed of it, but no one knows. I did research for 5 years to find out who I am. Why I'm unhappy and everything ... I've seen specialists of all kinds. Nothing that he learned to help me. He finds your problem, you give antidepressants, anti psychotic, you are told you are borderline do not hurt anyone and even less to yourself. And they mount back on the way.
Pitiable, inhuman, incompetent, no moral and worthless. I was judged, while I thought only a support. I was not valued and my parents did not learn to be proud of me and trust me. They are not emotional at all so my hypersensitivity I do not know dou it comes. Apart from the observation that I could make and draw my experiences, I look like no one. I have a presentiment that my life has something fabulous. Behind all my person, what I discover is impossible that everything is nonsense. I remain unhappy at bottom because I have nobody. I have always wanted to be free, but freedom is often synonymous with loneliness, and I am more able. I am weird, ok I accept. What should I do now?
Am I special or not at all. I got a score of 120 Qi while I did not get education. On the average of 6 tests, 50 questions each, this is not normal. My thoughts are always different, I am different but not in the sense that I am miserable and alone. This is what leads to astrology. But I discovered a really interesting world. I just want to know who I am but now I want to know everything about astrology hahah
I am happy to see the full range of information found here. I am Canadian, my first language is French. As much to inform you immediately then excuse my English it is rotten.
I have since .... more than a week BACK in astrology. I was interested basic as everyone, you know in the newspaper, headings such as; what is your lucky number, your loves blablabla ...
I am a curious girl who loves the pleasures of life. It gets me into trouble and in the end I end up getting ahead and my world is drying up. I have two modes, the first very nice, curious, naive, who needs love, super extroverted, a good confidence, a mode I am very happy and I love to share. And the second has the complete opposition! The only thing that does not change at home is my naive kindness ... everyone would tell you that I am the girl without history, always very kind, ready to help you. These people do not know me.
My family, if she could say anything, irresponsible, dramaqueen, in the moon, she is disappointing and indomitable, she only makes her head. I am not like that. I try so many things for the conquest of happiness. I find myself stuck in a sense that leads me right into exile. For a long time I thought it was a shabby day until I discovered who was throwing it away. My childhood is unhappy, my adolescence ... worse! So not surprising that I tell you that grown up, since I was 20 years old, I am anything but a happy person. No one can see it because no one has anything to do with it. I wanted to bring life to life 5 years ago ... and that's the best thing that happens to me.
Just before having it in mind, I thought, I cried, seeking help from my tentour, my friends and my family. I'm not the type to ask for help and even less to show the weakness of my emotions. But I could not wear the mask I wore. The challenge of each morning became heavy and I was there. Until the last moment. I'm ashamed of it, but no one knows. I did research for 5 years to find out who I am. Why I'm unhappy and everything ... I've seen specialists of all kinds. Nothing that he learned to help me. He finds your problem, you give antidepressants, anti psychotic, you are told you are borderline do not hurt anyone and even less to yourself. And they mount back on the way.
Pitiable, inhuman, incompetent, no moral and worthless. I was judged, while I thought only a support. I was not valued and my parents did not learn to be proud of me and trust me. They are not emotional at all so my hypersensitivity I do not know dou it comes. Apart from the observation that I could make and draw my experiences, I look like no one. I have a presentiment that my life has something fabulous. Behind all my person, what I discover is impossible that everything is nonsense. I remain unhappy at bottom because I have nobody. I have always wanted to be free, but freedom is often synonymous with loneliness, and I am more able. I am weird, ok I accept. What should I do now?
Am I special or not at all. I got a score of 120 Qi while I did not get education. On the average of 6 tests, 50 questions each, this is not normal. My thoughts are always different, I am different but not in the sense that I am miserable and alone. This is what leads to astrology. But I discovered a really interesting world. I just want to know who I am but now I want to know everything about astrology hahah
