luobingher
New member
Hello! I'm interested in how could I work on my Chiron (? I tend to be very insecure and shy...sometimes I take up on leadership roles (if no one wants to do it) and while I'm getting better at it slowly by experience, I wish I could not suffer from my own inability to manage people.
Being honest here, I don't like leadership roles because that means more responsability...I like to depend on people (because I'm not that good at responsabilties either?) but I don't trust too easily, and I'll even say that I might get quite sensitive. I don't like defining myself either...for most of my teenage years, I asked my close friends what they thought of me so I could define myself, and now I am bearing the consequences of not having the clear concept of identity.
I'm not loving it, I don't really want to change either, but I don't feel like things are quite working and after quarantening for so long I am *barely* able to speak in public now.
If there is any correction for this post, please tell me! I'm new here and I might have missed something, sorry in advance.
Being honest here, I don't like leadership roles because that means more responsability...I like to depend on people (because I'm not that good at responsabilties either?) but I don't trust too easily, and I'll even say that I might get quite sensitive. I don't like defining myself either...for most of my teenage years, I asked my close friends what they thought of me so I could define myself, and now I am bearing the consequences of not having the clear concept of identity.
I'm not loving it, I don't really want to change either, but I don't feel like things are quite working and after quarantening for so long I am *barely* able to speak in public now.
If there is any correction for this post, please tell me! I'm new here and I might have missed something, sorry in advance.