mmkay
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Hello Earthlings!
I don't even know where to start.. Let's just say I have been interested in astrology for some time. Read a few books and studied my sign in particular among a few others. It is fair to say however that I have very little knowledge about it and know almost nothing.
I stumbled upon this site after founding out an interesting fact that Leos are the most extroverted sign out them all. What that basically means, is that I need other people to get energy from? Correct?
With that in mind, for as long as I can remember I never worshipped life much. I enjoy being alive, I enjoy breating in and out and just feeling this experience, however I don't glorify it, accepting that I am alive today and gone tomorrow.
I often think I am not good, well adapted to this life and I generally don't care. I often feel that I was in a much better place before this life/realm. In other words, for as long as I can remember I have always perceived this life as a punishment/exile. For as long as I can remember, making relationships with other people was pretty much NOT possible. I remember myself being very warm-heart and open, like I am now but I would get hurt very easily. I had a very touch childhood . I am very self conscious, prefer to avoid large groups of people OR avoid people in general. I can say I am very anti-social, extremely quiet. I can't remember that last time I spoke out or raised my hand in the past 7 years of high school/colleges, although I have much to say but prefer to stay quiet. I also can't take criticism, no matter what kind of criticism it is, even if someone goes "Wow good job!! Well done". My defensive mechanism goes on automatically without me even realizing. I have ALWAYS felt that 99% of what happens in my life is NOT up to me at all. I have always felt that I am just an observer and I can't really change things much, if at all. Also, my father has always been a very crucial figure in my life.
I recently created my chart, and I hope that some of you folks can analyze it here to give me a fair analysis. I am willing to pay money to somebody who can tell me something I don't already know about myself, or give me an advice after reading my chart. If you guys have any questions about me or my life, parents, siblings, relationships or whatever it is.. I will be very glad to answer for a better reading.
Thank you!
My Chart
I don't even know where to start.. Let's just say I have been interested in astrology for some time. Read a few books and studied my sign in particular among a few others. It is fair to say however that I have very little knowledge about it and know almost nothing.
I stumbled upon this site after founding out an interesting fact that Leos are the most extroverted sign out them all. What that basically means, is that I need other people to get energy from? Correct?
With that in mind, for as long as I can remember I never worshipped life much. I enjoy being alive, I enjoy breating in and out and just feeling this experience, however I don't glorify it, accepting that I am alive today and gone tomorrow.
I often think I am not good, well adapted to this life and I generally don't care. I often feel that I was in a much better place before this life/realm. In other words, for as long as I can remember I have always perceived this life as a punishment/exile. For as long as I can remember, making relationships with other people was pretty much NOT possible. I remember myself being very warm-heart and open, like I am now but I would get hurt very easily. I had a very touch childhood . I am very self conscious, prefer to avoid large groups of people OR avoid people in general. I can say I am very anti-social, extremely quiet. I can't remember that last time I spoke out or raised my hand in the past 7 years of high school/colleges, although I have much to say but prefer to stay quiet. I also can't take criticism, no matter what kind of criticism it is, even if someone goes "Wow good job!! Well done". My defensive mechanism goes on automatically without me even realizing. I have ALWAYS felt that 99% of what happens in my life is NOT up to me at all. I have always felt that I am just an observer and I can't really change things much, if at all. Also, my father has always been a very crucial figure in my life.
I recently created my chart, and I hope that some of you folks can analyze it here to give me a fair analysis. I am willing to pay money to somebody who can tell me something I don't already know about myself, or give me an advice after reading my chart. If you guys have any questions about me or my life, parents, siblings, relationships or whatever it is.. I will be very glad to answer for a better reading.
Thank you!
My Chart
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