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Unread 06-07-2020, 07:03 PM
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Desperately need help. Life in shambles. Canít work or attend school,had to move home

Around mid-March I got sick and things have turned upside down for me health-wise (I got the flu and now dealing with flu complications... my lungs). I had to move back home with my parents, cannot work, and had to stop my doctorate program in the middle of everything. I am told I should fully recover by the many specialists Iíve seen and am currently seeing but I am not seeing the end of it. Some days I think Iím improving only to plummet the following days. I am looking for some kind of understanding and hope as to when I will potentially see some improvement. ANY help is greatly appreciated. Iím exhausted and really down.

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https://ibb.co/pw6XFd8 (didnít see an option of uploading on here from my phone)

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Unread 06-08-2020, 10:19 PM
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Re: Desperately need help. Life in shambles. Canít work or attend school,had to move

Sorry about this.

Transit Saturn as well as transit Jupiter will sextile your moon in the 10th so this should be a positive indicator and moreover Neptune trine your 5th house Pluto.

Things progressively will get better.
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Unread 06-08-2020, 10:36 PM
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Thank you for your response. I appreciate it. Saturn oppose my natal sun has been very difficult. Are you able to ballpark estimate a particular timeframe of when I will begin to see improvements? Again, thank you for responding.




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Sorry about this.

Transit Saturn as well as transit Jupiter will sextile your moon in the 10th so this should be a positive indicator and moreover Neptune trine your 5th house Pluto.

Things progressively will get better.
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Unread 06-09-2020, 12:48 AM
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Re: Desperately need help. Life in shambles. Canít work or attend school,had to move

I wonder my self if your Doctorade is in some kind of communication,Like to be a teacher?
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Re: Desperately need help. Life in shambles. Canít work or attend school,had to move

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Around mid-March I got sick and things have turned upside down for me health-wise (I got the flu and now dealing with flu complications... my lungs).
I had to move back home with my parents, cannot work, and had to stop my doctorate program in the middle of everything. I



Hello modestsunshine,


I am of the opinion that sometimes a health issues comes to show us something, we didn't listen to enough and sincerely before. Kinda like the soul talks to the body - pls do you tell her- she isn't listening to me.

Lungs are ruled by jupiter- jupiter is ruler of your health house 6th. And your jupiter in gemini trines your fated moonnode in your 9th house -house of education and university. And this jupiter moonnode trine is now interrupted by transiting saturn - as your 7th and 8th house ruler- who first on Feb. 10th activated your moonnode and afterwards your jupiter as your health house ruler on March 6th, 2020. Holding on to this transit until Dec 4th, 2020.

My question would be - is your doctorate programme- really something you really want and like to do and to finish ?

Having been obliged to go home -4th house - house of soul - is like coming home and to go back to your own roots- to think about something and to find out what is really deep inside of your soul - you really want. And what is emotionally able to take you your breath.


Mercury as virgo mercury - and more analytic and health orientated- rules your 4th house and feeling emotionally desperate - sounds like emotional pain- and mercury is activated since May 26, 2020- exact - by transiting uranus square as your ruler of your 9th- university- to sort out something and to liberate yourself from something not being right for you on your own personal and spiritual way.

On June 22nd transiting uranus will also activate your neptune as your lifepath and midheaven ruler - supporting you for a a considerable change in your life by trine -until next year.


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Unread 06-09-2020, 04:17 AM
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Hello modestsunshine,


I am of the opinion that sometimes a health issues comes to show us something, we didn't listen to enough and sincerely before. Kinda like the soul talks to the body - pls do you tell her- she isn't listening to me.

Lungs are ruled by jupiter- jupiter is ruler of your health house 6th. And your jupiter in gemini trines your fated moonnode in your 9th house -house of education and university. And this jupiter moonnode trine is now interrupted by transiting saturn - as your 7th and 8th house ruler- who first on Feb. 10th activated your moonnode and afterwards your jupiter as your health house ruler on March 6th, 2020. Holding on to this transit until Dec 4th, 2020.

My question would be - is your doctorate programme- really something you really want and like to do and to finish ?

Having been obliged to go home -4th house - house of soul - is like coming home and to go back to your own roots- to think about something and to find out what is really deep inside of your soul - you really want. And what is emotionally able to take you your breath.


Mercury as virgo mercury - and more analytic and health orientated- rules your 4th house and feeling emotionally desperate - sounds like emotional pain- and mercury is activated since May 26, 2020- exact - by transiting uranus square as your ruler of your 9th- university- to sort out something and to liberate yourself from something not being right for you on your own personal and spiritual way.

On June 22nd transiting uranus will also activate your neptune as your lifepath and midheaven ruler - supporting you for a a considerable change in your life by trine -until next year.


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Thank you so much for your response - Based on your interpretation, do you feel that I will start to see some positive changes around June 22 with the trine or that this may persist until December 2020 due to saturnís transit?

here is a little more that lined up with dates you mentioned quite well.

I am working on a doctorate for clinical psychology. For work (until I get my licensure), I am an independent life coach that utilizes a combination of approaches based on what the client needs, but a spiritual approach is often highlighted or integrated. I became interested in this path in July 2019. I worked toward a certification on the side of my traditional education until January 2020 where I started to apply my knowledge in life coaching around the Saturn-Pluto conjunction. I became self-employed by March 2020, seeing incredible success. In addition, I began to publish public educational videos about an array of different topics related to spiritual guidance, self-love, healing, etc. I was able to work in March virtually (over Skype and such) with clients. As months went on I slowly had to drop my clients temporarily until I had to stop work completely. In the beginning of May I moved back with my parents who I am very close with, especially my mother. I still have my own place, but I cannot live alone right now. I am on about 9 different medications that donít offer reliable relief and talking appears to exacerbate my symptoms. Due to Covid in the world, it has been very difficult to get the necessary treatment, as my doctors are overworked with cases and I have been urged to stay away from the actual hospital, as getting Covid right now with current lung issues would be very problematic. Pursuing my doctorate degree as well as my current work as an independent life coach is what genuinely makes me happy and what I look forward to getting back to. It has been causing me great emotional pain and since the end of May, I have been working through tears and array of emotions. I have been in this field for years and cannot even think of what else I would even do after nearly 10 years of being on this path.

Again, thank you for your response.

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I wonder my self if your Doctorade is in some kind of communication,Like to be a teacher?
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Re: Desperately need help. Life in shambles. Canít work or attend school,had to move

Part of what you are experiencing is the collapse of illusions during a transformation of your life ideals. That is due to one transit: Pluto parallel natal Neptune. You can read about it here:
Pluto’s transit conjunct/parallel natal Neptune -- an aspect of declination. Pluto is currently 22S08 and your natal Neptune 22S06. So you can see how near exact the transit is.

So the Pluto influence in your transits is happening only partly in the longitudes shown in this flat wheel chart: Pluto's quincunx to natal Mars, which is a transit that brings adjustments in patterns of action and how passion/vitality is directed.

The other transits by Pluto are happening in declination:

- parallel natal Saturn 22S32: a transit in which your tenacity is tested, your life restructured to some degree; expect the old definitions of material security to be challenged, requiring an update and some breakdown so you'll let go of ineffective notions in them.

- IF your Asc figure is pretty accurate, Pluto is contra-parallel it (22 -23į N). That outlines a period of a few years in which you have an empowerment challenge in which others may seem to have an outsize influence upon you, your relationships, challenging you and your sense of equality and strength.

In addition, Saturn now 20S02 has been contra-parallel your natal Mercury 19N56 since February. This is a transit that is a preliminary to the opposition to come later when Saturn moves further into Aquarius and opposes natal Mercury. It is a test of how you handle bad news, setbacks, and problems. It often times a moment in life when you say goodbye to something and/or someone that no longer is serving you. During these transits it can be a real challenge to keep a constructive, positive frame of mind, because the tendency is to see problems everywhere and to focus on the negative. But that would be detrimental. You have to work harder to keep your mind open and affirm the positives you know (or want to be true) about yourself.

So these kinds of transits outline a time in which some failures are usually experienced in order to reconcile your expectations or life ideals with practicalities in getting there or with your real underlying purpose.

Not a fun time, but it can be very rewarding later on if you use the time well and face the issues that have come up. With these transits it is hard to go with the flow, but accepting failures is part of casting them in a new, more positive light so you can move on.
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Part of what you are experiencing is the collapse of illusions during a transformation of your life ideals. That is due to one transit: Pluto parallel natal Neptune. You can read about it here:
Plutoís transit conjunct/parallel natal Neptune -- an aspect of declination. Pluto is currently 22S08 and your natal Neptune 22S06. So you can see how near exact the transit is.

So the Pluto influence in your transits is happening only partly in the longitudes shown in this flat wheel chart: Pluto's quincunx to natal Mars, which is a transit that brings adjustments in patterns of action and how passion/vitality is directed.

The other transits by Pluto are happening in declination:

- parallel natal Saturn 22S32: a transit in which your tenacity is tested, your life restructured to some degree; expect the old definitions of material security to be challenged, requiring an update and some breakdown so you'll let go of ineffective notions in them.

- IF your Asc figure is pretty accurate, Pluto is contra-parallel it (22 -23į N). That outlines a period of a few years in which you have an empowerment challenge in which others may seem to have an outsize influence upon you, your relationships, challenging you and your sense of equality and strength.

In addition, Saturn now 20S02 has been contra-parallel your natal Mercury 19N56 since February. This is a transit that is a preliminary to the opposition to come later when Saturn moves further into Aquarius and opposes natal Mercury. It is a test of how you handle bad news, setbacks, and problems. It often times a moment in life when you say goodbye to something and/or someone that no longer is serving you. During these transits it can be a real challenge to keep a constructive, positive frame of mind, because the tendency is to see problems everywhere and to focus on the negative. But that would be detrimental. You have to work harder to keep your mind open and affirm the positives you know (or want to be true) about yourself.

So these kinds of transits outline a time in which some failures are usually experienced in order to reconcile your expectations or life ideals with practicalities in getting there or with your real underlying purpose.

Not a fun time, but it can be very rewarding later on if you use the time well and face the issues that have come up. With these transits it is hard to go with the flow, but accepting failures is part of casting them in a new, more positive light so you can move on.

Thank you so much for your response. I am going to be reading up on all of these!This actually makes a lot of sense. I just marked myself inactive for another quarter for school. Right now I have just been surrendering and letting go. Honestly, my health has been so draining that I donít have the energy to hold on or be resistant as I would if I was in a better health state. Iím at the point where I am just happy and grateful to walk outside, get the mail, and take in fresh air even if it takes me a full 5 minutes to very slowly make it there and back.

Additional set backs have been related to getting tests and help that I need from doctors due to Covid. For example, my doctors were only doing telehealth visits and because of me being high risk, they wanted to treat me with trial and error methods instead of having me getting tests done and possibly getting exposed. This went horribly wrong until I found a specialist that runs tests out of his private practice and Covid calmed down in my area (I am from an area that had some of the highest cases) However, more setbacks continue to occur with medication side effects and his very busy schedule, making it very difficult to get in where Iím often waiting weeks. Iíve honestly got in this mindset of ďletting goĒ and just taking it day by day at this point, appreciating what I have (for example, spending more time with my parents even if just conversations since I am here and cherishing it since I used to barely see them), meditation, eating well and healthily, and trying to keep my emotions in check. Keeping it simple and being open to this simplicity, as I was very on-the-go before.

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