oscarSegal
Well-known member
Hey guys
Been posting a lot lately, trying to go deeper and deeper into my chart (this is how I learn things. I need to relate to them emotionally in order to understand them)
I hope it doesnt bother you.
So my question now is do you guys see any aspects in my chart that would indicate poverty? I mean REAL poverty. Like 3rd world poverty.
Things have been weird cause on one hand i am poor, always have been. on the other hand, for someone who's done all the things that ive done and been through the things that i have during my 20's, ive been pretty lucky (I'm not a bad boy, just alway felt a need to experience EVERYTHING and especially the darker side of things where boundries arent very clear as this is where my imagination stars flourishing.) but never imprisoned. Had a lot of unsafe sex but never got sick and never had any money but never went starving.
There was a time i lived on the streets but that was just to spite my ex bf. So it's not like I didnt have a choice. So i feel as if I do have some amount of good luck that somehow doesnt reflect in my pocket. Like i'm missing something here.
So how is it that i'm so lucky yet poor? What are the aspects that i'm looking for in order to understand that, and more importantly, once I manage to idolate those 'infected' aspect, how do I treat them? Do you just accept that something is messed up with you and work around it?
Any good advice?
Been posting a lot lately, trying to go deeper and deeper into my chart (this is how I learn things. I need to relate to them emotionally in order to understand them)
I hope it doesnt bother you.
So my question now is do you guys see any aspects in my chart that would indicate poverty? I mean REAL poverty. Like 3rd world poverty.
Things have been weird cause on one hand i am poor, always have been. on the other hand, for someone who's done all the things that ive done and been through the things that i have during my 20's, ive been pretty lucky (I'm not a bad boy, just alway felt a need to experience EVERYTHING and especially the darker side of things where boundries arent very clear as this is where my imagination stars flourishing.) but never imprisoned. Had a lot of unsafe sex but never got sick and never had any money but never went starving.
There was a time i lived on the streets but that was just to spite my ex bf. So it's not like I didnt have a choice. So i feel as if I do have some amount of good luck that somehow doesnt reflect in my pocket. Like i'm missing something here.
So how is it that i'm so lucky yet poor? What are the aspects that i'm looking for in order to understand that, and more importantly, once I manage to idolate those 'infected' aspect, how do I treat them? Do you just accept that something is messed up with you and work around it?
Any good advice?
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and Juli @ Oscar you already mentioned your mom had no support something Juli pointed out and your were supported financially from your partner as Abby mentioned.