jupiterianguru
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I have had issues with being Isolated finding it hard to make friends. I am very extroverted provided someone comes up and talks to me but I want people to at first lead the conversation as I feel a little unsure of myself. This is causing problems as at least where I live people are nice but hesitant to talk to the new person.
Now the strange thing about this is I am extroverted once people start to talk to me, I am somewhat talkative and don't mind being in Social situations. I did very well in High-School and Technical School when there was a more structured enviornment that led to people conversing with me. I actually was able to make quite a few aquantences and talked most the time but somehow I lack confidence if I am away from talking to people for too long.
I kind of live in my own little world in that area of life am an inward thinker I very much desire friends that have to do with spiritual or philosophical things, travel the outdoors all areas that Jupiter rules over which is interesting but its retrograde so I tend to think inwards. However few share the seemingly obsessive interest I have in these areas, that is the main reason I put Jupiterian Guru as my name lol cause I am obsessive about learning talking about it teaching practicing things dealing with Jupiter. If I could only find people that shared my interest id be good.
Well do you see anything in my chart that compensates this. I almost feel like a force of somesort is holding me back in a way sometimes when I am trying to make friends. I don't quite understand it.
BTW I cannot tell you what is neptune what is Jupiter but at one point when people were extroverted to me it was to take advantage of me.
I seem to consistantly attract
Druggies, spiritual guide type people who are either benifit or detriment to me, homeless people, people going through hard times, people outside the social norm criticizing society or isolating themselves, people wanting to use me for something.
It is like a martyr savior complex in quite a few relationships hard to explain.
Since I actually got to a point where too many people knew me and my life was threatened people were trying to get me to do these things for rival gangs in this run down neighborhood. I had to leave town. I just packed up and left. It was a long story if you need it I can tell more but I think my chart should indicate some stuff here.
Since then I have been a lot less confident in social situations but I always had this inward look.
I could say these people either or were Jupiterian in a negative way or Neptunian in a negative way very few positives its like you can tell the difference but the result was similar.
Well here is my chart.
Now the strange thing about this is I am extroverted once people start to talk to me, I am somewhat talkative and don't mind being in Social situations. I did very well in High-School and Technical School when there was a more structured enviornment that led to people conversing with me. I actually was able to make quite a few aquantences and talked most the time but somehow I lack confidence if I am away from talking to people for too long.
I kind of live in my own little world in that area of life am an inward thinker I very much desire friends that have to do with spiritual or philosophical things, travel the outdoors all areas that Jupiter rules over which is interesting but its retrograde so I tend to think inwards. However few share the seemingly obsessive interest I have in these areas, that is the main reason I put Jupiterian Guru as my name lol cause I am obsessive about learning talking about it teaching practicing things dealing with Jupiter. If I could only find people that shared my interest id be good.
Well do you see anything in my chart that compensates this. I almost feel like a force of somesort is holding me back in a way sometimes when I am trying to make friends. I don't quite understand it.
BTW I cannot tell you what is neptune what is Jupiter but at one point when people were extroverted to me it was to take advantage of me.
I seem to consistantly attract
Druggies, spiritual guide type people who are either benifit or detriment to me, homeless people, people going through hard times, people outside the social norm criticizing society or isolating themselves, people wanting to use me for something.
It is like a martyr savior complex in quite a few relationships hard to explain.
Since I actually got to a point where too many people knew me and my life was threatened people were trying to get me to do these things for rival gangs in this run down neighborhood. I had to leave town. I just packed up and left. It was a long story if you need it I can tell more but I think my chart should indicate some stuff here.
Since then I have been a lot less confident in social situations but I always had this inward look.
I could say these people either or were Jupiterian in a negative way or Neptunian in a negative way very few positives its like you can tell the difference but the result was similar.
Well here is my chart.