natal chart + solar return
For the past year and a half I have been studying computer programming at college,
and I suffer from it in every moment each day,
because of health issues & mental problems that make it difficult for me to study, I hate my studies as well..
but also because the material does not interest me in any way.
But it's so rewarding when u get paid right?.
Recently I became interested in animation and 3D creation, VFX, which is also computer work,
but I am more interested in the visual aspect, I do not have so much time to invest in my free time on courses
about learning animation,3D,Vfx etc because I have no free time at all,
studying programming draws all my strength and energy .
I'm also undecided that if I want to eventually change my career direction and quit school,
it will feels wrong because I graduated 70% of all courses til now after I managed to hold on for so long.
For the past year and a half I have been studying computer programming at college,
and I suffer from it in every moment each day,
because of health issues & mental problems that make it difficult for me to study, I hate my studies as well..
but also because the material does not interest me in any way.
But it's so rewarding when u get paid right?.
Recently I became interested in animation and 3D creation, VFX, which is also computer work,
but I am more interested in the visual aspect, I do not have so much time to invest in my free time on courses
about learning animation,3D,Vfx etc because I have no free time at all,
studying programming draws all my strength and energy .
I'm also undecided that if I want to eventually change my career direction and quit school,
it will feels wrong because I graduated 70% of all courses til now after I managed to hold on for so long.