well there are a couple of obvious negatives here.the mars/pluto midpoint is conjunct saturn.this is a aspect of physical abuse at a minimum.pluto id biguintile to chiron,this is also a very abusive aspect.combined with the first aspect,it seems you may have been subject to emotional,physical and worse abuse.
there iare also indciations that you and he get into hellacious arguements and he tries to control your way of thinking.
rahu
