Dear HoraryMaster, thank you for your answer!
Actually you are right almost in every single point you make!! Woww!!
_ 1. We never found a surrogate, because we never really search for one, and the main point that kept us back is "how to trust someone, to give birth to YOUR child??"
_2. Mostly my husband, (but also myself), is sure, he does not want another baby, especially, if we need help to have it! (via surrogacy). I keep telling him lets try just once, and haven't admit that have second thoughts.
_3. The agency here, in our country demands an huge amount of money, that
we really can't afford
So, even if I wish it would be possible, don't think I have a hope anymore…..