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Well the good news for you is that Pluto is now moving out of your sign. I can imagine however how exigent things might have seemed as you would have been receiving the Uranus square also. Notoriously so for you, things seem "too far out there" as your Sun is in the 12th conjunct Neptune. However Neptune belongs in the 12th, so you should feel the comfort of solitude in some way? But Capricorn is a realist, so you need to find that balance.
Have you ever thought about working in an institution? Perhaps even helping people that have faced adversity and hardship, loss and depression? There could be tremendous healing for yourself in that department. When you heal others, you also heal yourself.
Your Moon also conjunct Pluto in Scorpio is reminiscent for getting to the bottom of things, you can find a high minded philosophy through research and ritual. Your life may be more magnanimous than what you think. Remember that when we are stripped, its merely because something more enlightening is coming along. Maybe time to start thinking about what you can do for future.
Well the good news for you is that Pluto is now moving out of your sign. I can imagine however how exigent things might have seemed as you would have been receiving the Uranus square also. Notoriously so for you, things seem "too far out there" as your Sun is in the 12th conjunct Neptune. However Neptune belongs in the 12th, so you should feel the comfort of solitude in some way? But Capricorn is a realist, so you need to find that balance.
Have you ever thought about working in an institution? Perhaps even helping people that have faced adversity and hardship, loss and depression? There could be tremendous healing for yourself in that department. When you heal others, you also heal yourself.
Your Moon also conjunct Pluto in Scorpio is reminiscent for getting to the bottom of things, you can find a high minded philosophy through research and ritual. Your life may be more magnanimous than what you think. Remember that when we are stripped, its merely because something more enlightening is coming along. Maybe time to start thinking about what you can do for future.
I ve always had a difficult life since i was a kid truth to be told
but in general everything was ok and controllable and i had a good teenage
life i had many friends i had funny and happy moments etc
but since pluto came to capricorn my life turned into darkness
i was 20 years old and half i guess when pluto came in capricorn
most of things that happened since then:
lost all of my friends all my childhood friends turned into enemies
i was forced to immigrate to another country because of economic disaster
my parents and i left our homeland to go somewhere else for a better fortune
now im living in this new country its been 3 years
and my everyday life is depressing as hell
i have no friends
people dont want to hang with me
because i dont have the things that they want or attracted to
for example
a good social circle a good job money etc...
so they realise that they dont have
something to gain from me so they leave..
my parents got divorced (this year)
i lost my job and i struggle to find another job(this year)
im doing jobs that i dont like just for getting some money
my father lost his job and he struggles to find a job too(this year)
and if course i dont have a girlfriend and i doubt i will find a woman
thats going to appreciate me and love me someday
people these days are materialists and they only care
for what you have... and not for who you are and what you can offer to them like love,courage,sympathy,
i am living in darkness and i am trying to find the path to illumination
theres no happiness in me anymore i feel empty dead inside
i cant even smile, i feel like ve lost my identity
i dont recognize my self,my life
i am trying to find my identity
i always ask myself who am i?
what is my future?
what is my destination?
when i was a teenager i always believed that my adult life was going to be happy and succesfull
well i didnt expect that i will end up beeing like this for sure
i dont know i hope the god will help me find my path someday
i even start to loose my faith to god with all that happen to me everyday
Pluto takes you to hell and then takes you back so you can regenerate. Atleast his intentions are good eh? Don't worry, everything will be fine. I've also analyzed your chart and I can see that Pluto conjunct the Moon doesn't seem alright. It's like very intense and hellish emotions. You have to get through this. And about your faith in God, just don't mind it. I personally believe in God but I don't take it to heart. I'm sure you'll be fine.
And I'm a very self-motivated person. Tell me, what are you going to do? Are you going to get the **** kicked out of you? Or are you going to get out of that craphole? Do your best. Also, we can be friends if you'd like. Just because you don't have many acquaintances doesn't mean everybody hates you or you're a bad person. I actually want to be your friend just so you feel better. Good luck!
i ve always wanted to be in front of audience or to make a profession
that will allow me to be with many people
i love to be social ,i always want to give love and take love from people
Sorry about this very difficult time in your life. Pluto is transiting important planets in your chart, so I guess what you will feel is transformation. Saturn will also transit your natal Pluto and Moon - so the troubles are not over yet. But like others said, you will be transformed after it, and the transit to your ASC might be a heavy one.
What you describe here could be fitting with Sun in 1st house. So if you look at your chart with whole sign houses, this description of yourself is much more fitting to that. You also have an angular Moon by your MC which is very much what you describe, the Moon angular wants to be in the spotlight.
You might also want to explore your chart in sidereal as well - since it moves your Sun into Sagi and your Moon into Libra. The MC would also move into Libra - showing us a tendency to be artistic in your work. But the Sun conjunct Neptune will also manifest as that. It seems that a prominent Neptune delivers dreamers and idealists, but also people who are artistic with music, acting, films or writing if Mercury also comes into play. Be careful though, since Sun conj. Neptune may also have tendencies to substance abuse or alcoholism.
I ve always had a difficult life since i was a kid truth to be told
but in general everything was ok and controllable and i had a good teenage
life i had many friends i had funny and happy moments etc
but since pluto came to capricorn my life turned into darkness
i was 20 years old and half i guess when pluto came in capricorn
most of things that happened since then:
lost all of my friends all my childhood friends turned into enemies
i was forced to immigrate to another country because of economic disaster
my parents and i left our homeland to go somewhere else for a better fortune
now im living in this new country its been 3 years
and my everyday life is depressing as hell
i have no friends
people dont want to hang with me
because i dont have the things that they want or attracted to
for example
a good social circle a good job money etc...
so they realise that they dont have
something to gain from me so they leave..
my parents got divorced (this year)
i lost my job and i struggle to find another job(this year)
im doing jobs that i dont like just for getting some money
my father lost his job and he struggles to find a job too(this year)
and if course i dont have a girlfriend and i doubt i will find a woman
thats going to appreciate me and love me someday
people these days are materialists and they only care
for what you have... and not for who you are and what you can offer to them like love,courage,sympathy,
i am living in darkness and i am trying to find the path to illumination
theres no happiness in me anymore i feel empty dead inside
i cant even smile, i feel like ve lost my identity
i dont recognize my self,my life
i am trying to find my identity
i always ask myself who am i?
what is my future?
what is my destination?
when i was a teenager i always believed that my adult life was going to be happy and succesfull
well i didnt expect that i will end up beeing like this for sure
i dont know i hope the god will help me find my path someday
i even start to loose my faith to god with all that happen to me everyday
I think Pluto might actually be going through your 1st house like I said - use whole sign houses and check out the difference.Hey thanks for the response
Arena
yes as you said i like to be in the spotlight but the circumstances
that ive faced the last 6 years and i continue to face every day
are putting me in troubles and i cant achieve my goals
btw i have changed country i dont live in my birth country anymore does that count?
natal chart changes if you move out of your birthplace to another country?
I think Pluto might actually be going through your 1st house like I said - use whole sign houses and check out the difference.
Yes relocation does change things. It can bring different planets to the angles, making them a more prominent effect in your life.
Can you post your relocation chart? Where did you relocate to and when?
Pluto transits are not really temporary inconveniences - they are absolute, and life-changing at the deepest level. You seem to be waiting for things to get better 'out there' when in fact Pluto requires you to change at core. Even when the Pluto Sun transit is finished, you will still have the passage over your ascendant to live through a few years from now...which is likely to be equally impactful.
The better strategy is to turn within - look at yourself with a very critical eye, and become more honest about imperfections in your authenticity. Pluto is a great empowerment - if we learn the lessons - and the lesson is basically about being real. Since you have Sun conjunct Neptune, the temptation for you to present yourself with glamour is very strong - and by glamour I mean any false image.
Happiness seems to depend upon knowing the truth about who we are, and knowing where we are headed...I suggest that Pluto has something to tell you about both of these, and indeed exactly how to make yourself powerful in the world. Such transits are not comfortable - but they are very life-enhancing in the long term. Stay with it!
James
Otherdude89,
Unfortunately this is one of those situations where, bound up with your parent's karma, you've ended up in a place that is not good for you. Hungary, Austria, Prague or Berlin, Hamburg or Scandinavia are better (Stockholm) given Jupiter's position in your chart.
Hello Kannon thanks for your post
i dont know but i have a feeling that this country will give me something in
the future a good fortune i feel like something good is going to happen
maybe is my idea
btw
those 3 years the signs and the circumstances show me that probably i will not have a good fortune in brussels.
what about london i ve always loved london
what do you mean when you say this happens because of my parents karma?
what you said is important because my parents have connection with this country they know this country
they lived here when they were young ,so what you said about the parents karma makes really sense and puts me in thoughts..
I think Pluto might actually be going through your 1st house like I said - use whole sign houses and check out the difference.
Yes relocation does change things. It can bring different planets to the angles, making them a more prominent effect in your life.
Can you post your relocation chart? Where did you relocate to and when?
Scared as hell????? http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=80531You sound like such a sweetie... You speak like a true 12th house person and I love it! There should be more people like you.
I had no idea the pluto conjunct your planets would give you this affect... but then I realised it is to your 12th house planets. Ahh there we go. I too have been hammered with this Uranus pluto **** and I have libra sun mercury and pluto in 12th house among other planets. But yeah this pluto transit is tough. I do think that it will pass for you soon though. As I mentioned in your other thread. I actually think you're quite lucky because I see things turning around for u in 2016 and 2017 as pluto passes further. And yes I also think when it enters your first house and leaves capsicorn it will be much better too.
I will be having pluto square my sun in 2016 and 2017
and Im definitely not looking forward to it!
Scared as hell.
At least you're coming out of it and your pluto will sextile moon (which rules your 7th house) then a few years later trine Jupiter.