HeartTree
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Help me with my life!
Can someone please help me with my progressed chart? My background is not good. I come from family where i suffered whims of mentally ill father and sometimes he was violent towards me. In my youth and adult life i have been suffering anxiety and paralyzing fear..so much of anxiety and the feeling that im not good enough.
I thought after Saturn return and 3 years of therapy things would have changed for me. I kind of hoped that its all over for me and i could create live that i want. That i deserve peaceful happy timeperiod and a reward for stinking here through these hortible years. But it seems that i can't get rid of anxiety and whenever i try to create relationship im still rejected. Which is my greatest wound.i just want family of my own.
If someone could see and tell me is there some hard transits going on right now (as im crying all the time) and is there better times and love ahead i would appreciate so much.
Can someone please help me with my progressed chart? My background is not good. I come from family where i suffered whims of mentally ill father and sometimes he was violent towards me. In my youth and adult life i have been suffering anxiety and paralyzing fear..so much of anxiety and the feeling that im not good enough.
I thought after Saturn return and 3 years of therapy things would have changed for me. I kind of hoped that its all over for me and i could create live that i want. That i deserve peaceful happy timeperiod and a reward for stinking here through these hortible years. But it seems that i can't get rid of anxiety and whenever i try to create relationship im still rejected. Which is my greatest wound.i just want family of my own.
If someone could see and tell me is there some hard transits going on right now (as im crying all the time) and is there better times and love ahead i would appreciate so much.
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