Carolinec20
Active member
Hi everyone. So I have a lot of questions. Last week I was kicked out of my home and cut off financially (however, I am in college and living on campus). I have been disowned. I have had depression, anxiety, and suicidal tendencies for years and this has now put me at the end of my rope. I have a disease called cystic fibrosis, and grew up in a volatile, abusive household. My mom was very unstable and I will leave it at that. I am having a hard time finding anything to look forward to. I feel like I will never marry, never have kids, just live my life poor and trapped and eventually die from my disease. I am losing hope.
So where am I going with this? I guess I'm hoping someone can tell me the positives in my chart. What do I have to look forward to down the road? What's going to happen to me?
http://alabe.com/cgi-bin/chart/astrobot.cgi?INPUT1=Lily&INPUT2=&MONTH=01&DAY=08&YEAR=1998&HOUR=1&MINUTE=10&M=PM&TOWN=Bristol&COUNTRY=USA&STATE=CT&INPUT9=&Submit=Submit
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?btyp=w2gw;rs=3;usechpref=1&nhor=1&cid=e04fileKWGaJE-u1477355117
Those are my charts. Anything at all will help me. I just need to know astrologically that things will get better. Thank you.
So where am I going with this? I guess I'm hoping someone can tell me the positives in my chart. What do I have to look forward to down the road? What's going to happen to me?
http://alabe.com/cgi-bin/chart/astrobot.cgi?INPUT1=Lily&INPUT2=&MONTH=01&DAY=08&YEAR=1998&HOUR=1&MINUTE=10&M=PM&TOWN=Bristol&COUNTRY=USA&STATE=CT&INPUT9=&Submit=Submit
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?btyp=w2gw;rs=3;usechpref=1&nhor=1&cid=e04fileKWGaJE-u1477355117
Those are my charts. Anything at all will help me. I just need to know astrologically that things will get better. Thank you.