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Unread 06-15-2020, 10:12 AM
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Unhappy 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

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Last 6 months i've tried harder to change things for me,but i couldn't make it to get out of deadlock i'm in.I want to quit my job,i want to hide from everyone,i feel uncomfortable,weak,insecure,i cannot look people into eyes for long time.

I need more time for my self,even to do simple daily things,boredom kills me,i start anything and after awhile i want to retire or quit as no plessure i take from any king of activity i try.

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Unread 06-18-2020, 05:13 PM
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

Anyone to give a reply here please?
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Unread 06-19-2020, 08:47 PM
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

I will replay tomorrow but firstly, you got the pluto-jup-saturn going through your fifth so I had the idea that it test your ability to find a meanungful entertainment and secondly for emotionally self sabotaging people is hard to find a hobby since they will always think they suck, and the moon in aries is pretty quick temper too..
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I will replay tomorrow but firstly, you got the pluto-jup-saturn going through your fifth so I had the idea that it test your ability to find a meanungful entertainment and secondly for emotionally self sabotaging people is hard to find a hobby since they will always think they suck, and the moon in aries is pretty quick temper too..
I'm trying some things lately but didn't make it yet to find exit from deadlock,searching another job but not finding last year nothing that could be better than my current job,tried to improve with reading self help books but too much theory and strategies are difficult to apply in reality.

I'm trying to learn guitar,but i have no time to get into it every weekend,lack of time prevents me to do anything could give me some little boost.
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Unread 06-21-2020, 10:16 AM
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

I'm not sure I understand. Do you know what kind of job are you looking for?
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Unread 06-21-2020, 11:10 AM
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

And that 5 house thing, I like to thing that 5h the house of the ability to enjoy yourself is the build up for 6h of work. So you have to understand the concept of enjoying something so you could enjoy ther things, more practical or somehow connect it. Capricorn which is the sign of your 5th is famous for not really understanding the concept of entertainment (fun). It might understand free time as surplus time to get something done. Plus you have mars there so another sign of competitivness and wanting success. Your saturn which rules 5th is in fiery and expanding sagitarius. You even have moon in aries. I would maybe suggest taking up some sport, maybe even martial arts. Or something where you can maybe travel a little bit, discovering new stuff, exploring learning new stuff, something you can put energy into, something a little adventurous. You can maybe even take it metaphorically and do it on a mental plain, you are virgo right, and mercury im venus so you are a clever person, aren't you. I don't know maybe what your soul is looking for is some good guitar jam but if you say you have time for it once every two weeks them I don't feel passion. How come you don't have any time?
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

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Capricorn which is the sign of your 5th is famous for not really understanding the concept of entertainment (fun). It might understand free time as surplus time to get something done. Plus you have mars there so another sign of competitivness and wanting success. Your saturn which rules 5th is in fiery and expanding sagitarius. You even have moon in aries. I would maybe suggest taking up some sport, maybe even martial arts. Or something where you can maybe travel a little bit, discovering new stuff, exploring learning new stuff, something you can put energy into, something a little adventurous. You can maybe even take it metaphorically and do it on a mental plain, you are virgo right, and mercury im venus so you are a clever person, aren't you. I don't know maybe what your soul is looking for is some good guitar jam but if you say you have time for it once every two weeks them I don't feel passion. How come you don't have any time?
I believe Chiron in 10th has done some damage.I don't have the courage and don't getting satisfaction generally,from hobbies,from work,from not able to have some friendships,people at work say i'm weird,i work 6 days per week,1 day to rest and 2-3 hours morning to do some gym,some surfing into web or a video game and a little guitar practice,nothing more.6 hours/day job,difficult to find,even as a part time solution.

Firstly i need to get out of this enviroment,i don't want it,i don't like it,i think i'm emotionally weak and sometimes scr it up.Guitar exercice is a priority,wanted to do it from kid,but again didn't have the proper time again.Dissapointemnt in every area,stuck for long time.
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Unread 08-11-2020, 12:00 AM
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

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Firstly i need to get out of this enviroment,i don't want it,i don't like it,i think i'm emotionally weak and sometimes scr it up.Guitar exercice is a priority,wanted to do it from kid,but again didn't have the proper time again.Dissapointemnt in every area,stuck for long time.

Yes - right you should move home and environment - this is transit supported now by transiting saturn until the end of this year.
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Unread 08-11-2020, 12:04 AM
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Yes - right you should move home and environment - this is transit supported now by transiting saturn until the end of this year.
Didn't understand you well,moving home is worse staying there,home isn't good enviroment too with parents together.

Need to escape and go live alone,but this require a better stable job with a better salary and a better working enviroment for me.
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Re: 2020 still alone,depressed,introvert,shy,boredom everyday.

Hi could you please tell me your birth location? city/state/country. Thanks!
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Hi could you please tell me your birth location? city/state/country. Thanks!
You have pm. Depression and weakness is main problem.

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