18' Virgo is my part of death and perversion caught in the conjunction of Mars (9'), Jupiter (6'), Saturn (24'-25') and Lilith (25-26'). It is in my 3rd house and in my phases of life cycle, both represent a neighborhood and my adolescence. There's a lot to study in astrology and investigate the meanings of astrological parts.
Edit: The Sabian Symbol on the 17-18' degree of Virgo:
*VIRGO 17-18
An old bald woman talking to her dog.
Internal dialogue in which self and world are constantly discovering where they stand with each other. Having no pretense or guile. Speaking to each one in the way you speak to yourself, in the way you speak to everything. No rituals, no ceremony, no special cases. Unvarnished honesty and truth. Intent on getting at what is underneath, what is inside. You penetrate right through the personality, the ego-mind, without thinking about it. Knowing that life needs a voice and that being that voice is natural and inevitable. You feel close to the ground, basic, and foundational. Not very nice, not very easy-going. The pure straight-shooter, as real as can be, and almost too much so. You are the reminder of how it would be if we stayed with integrity and conviction and threw out the rest.*