david starling
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in 12/12, Sun in Aries is the Sense of Purpose Sun-sign.
Yeah I don't think its inauthentic necessarily to play these roles but its easy to become attached to them and believe they are real. Maybe you naturally realize this lesson by being a Neptune chameleon and so you have no attachment to these roles. The role I grew up in in my environment was damaging to my soul so it eventually led to a complete disconnect and need to hid, find myself and exist as much outwith my community as possible. Now Ive built up a sense of inner strength and have spent about 4/5 years being disconnected, I actually strive to have a mask to wear and a role to play, as if to give myself a break from being too connected to things which cant be seen. The roles we play will actually serve as a type of anchor and grounding mechanism for me now, which sounds like they do with you too. It's like you naturally know this lesson because you naturally play so many roles, so youre not attached to either, whereas other people might naturally be attached to their roles. But yes, I've been currently working towards creating a public persona, except it wont be at the expense of my inner self but rather a balancing of both, which has already started to show itself as pure confidence in real-life ever since I have a strong inner self, but Im still working towards a strong outer self, which is my next goal.
in 12/12, Sun in Aries is the Sense of Purpose Sun-sign.
Should be a kindly, influential humanitarian. Instead, he's a sneering, nihilistic schemer. What would you have predicted in a cold reading, not knowing whose Chart it was? Maybe there's something I missed.
Yeah I can feel that.
The word 'real' has so many connotations. Thinking about it too much generally just makes me throw my hands up and go 'nothing's real, it's all illusion, I don't give a ****kkkk' and then I go back to my day. lol
No I don’t generally think ppl are disgusting. I went on the site and there were slot of pervy comments and some were sick. I went on a while ago and it was the same. U don’t wish to discuss what suck things but any normal decent human would agree. Anyway I don’t wana discuss it anymore. My situation is just upsetting. I’m just gonna stay as an ‘i’
Yeah it will naturally disgust you all talk of real because you're aware none of it is!
Plus, I bet Hkk has come to a spiritual forum because she's fed up of always playing her banking persona, when she feels there is more to life.
No no I don't mean it's disgusting, more convoluted or just there's so much to explore that I feel like I can't keep following my own thoughts.
I mean, I think the term 'real' is more subjective than people give credit for, but I do think there are universal themes and points of connection that might be better described under the umbrella term of 'real'.
Just because there are contradictions that maybe point out holes in people's conceptions of the term 'real', doesn't mean it's less valid or should be 'corrected' as if there is something 'wrong'. Idk how to say what I mean, but what you just said isn't how I want to be interpreted.
Do you mean like you cant keep a sense of self because there's so much going on that you're trying to take in? If that's what you meant I can understand that. I would sit in college class and just have to cope with extreme overload of people to take in so much I couldn't enjoy the class. I still haven't managed to do both but I understand the cause being that I was at least a little psychic, which would be the same for you. 'Information overload.'
Yes I agree there are multiple levels of perception. One person could be aware of something somebody else isn't because they haven't been touched by it. An example I can think of is feeling harassed by somebody like when I felt I was being harassed on this forum but nobody else could see it, although I also got paranoid about it too. Like when I asked if you were a troll lol nope, she's just a very nice, socialable girl.
I wasn't thinking in terms of losing my sense of self when thinking about these things. I was more attempting to engage with the topic of reality and whether it was as universal as I believed it was as a young kid. There's just a lot to explore with the term 'reality' and all the connotations it holds.
Your example has a very social/interpersonal aspect to it and also the term 'levels' implying a hierarchical set-up, which I've also found detrimental when I evaluate myself. I don't want to think in linear hierarchical terms when exploring the concept/web/weave that is, in my mind, 'reality' or 'spirituality'. I don't think we're all aspiring to the same goal or understanding and I'm trying to disentangle my own competitive perceptions of 'evolving' or 'becoming more spiritual'.
It all seems silly to me. I'm trying very hard not to look at people as 'less evolved' (on a lower level) or 'more evolved' (on a higher level), because that hasn't served me whatsoever, and kinda hurt me and my relationships with other people. It's not what I'm trying to value, but it's very human and disentangling is kinda hard af.
thanks! Trying not to get too distracted haha ::sigh::
conspiracy theorist, you might like this concept encountered during today's study.
https://www.ted.com/talks/benoit_mandelbrot_fractals_the_art_of_roughness?language=en
then let's write it.
I agree the people you find on these sites are generally disgusting or unhealthy. Sex for men there is something they feed off or need, there will be players, liars, users, people who only care about themselves. Of course, some nice, lost people will be there too but they wont be capable of forming a true, love relationship because they haven't found themselves yet.
There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious -Carl Jung
Very interesting
Yes it’s a very interesting quote.