Wasting my young years

...I feel I wasted years chasing after that elusive something only to find I'm stuck where I started.
I changed careers directions at least twice! Only to end up finding out none of my choices are something I can do well. I used to feel there is something for me out there- something I can do well in. I realize I need to change my life- and the sooner the better!!

I hope Astrology can show where to put my energy in?
I want to start being a human with a job they are good at.

Please help me out

Thank you

Samantha Bean said:

What is that you want to know that you have not already asked about?
Lots of questions to help you define what you actually want from astrology......

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I do know myself and my chart but it is obviously not enough- I could use another opinion or perspective. I keep choosing what seems interesting or exciting but end up finding out it isn't for me.
My question is where to put my efforts and energies in a way that will be productive instead and disastrous?

I'm not just asking about career- but what am I good at according to Astrology? I know my many weaknesses. Saturn propels me towards the path of most resistance otherwise when choosing a job. I tried academic research, teaching, advertising, graphic design...I end up a stressed out mess with most of it. I feel that no area of lifestyle is ever a good fit for my skills.
I just want to figure out what is a more natural path to follow- instead of always fighting and choosing to areas where I'm not good at.

PlutorisingLee said:

...I feel I wasted years chasing after that elusive something only to find I'm stuck where I started.
I changed careers directions at least twice! Only to end up finding out none of my choices are something I can do well. I used to feel there is something for me out there- something I can do well in. I realize I need to change my life- and the sooner the better!!

I hope Astrology can show where to put my energy in?
I want to start being a human with a job they are good at.

Please help me out

Thank you

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I wish I knew more about careers and doing what you’re good at. I’ll try my best to give you an answer based on what I see looking at your chart:

I think with with your Capricorn NN in the 4th, working hard is important to you. But I also think you could work from home. You seem like you might do better as your own boss.

Your Gemini MC ruler is Mercury in Taurus conjunction Venus in the 8th. Maybe you could write books or articles or something pertaining to relationships, sex. With that eighth house energy, you could perhaps write astrology books about it. Or something like that.

That’s my best shot at it. I hope it helped a little.

What do you love to do? What makes you happy?

PlutorisingLee said:

...I feel I wasted years chasing after that elusive something only to find I'm stuck where I started.
I changed careers directions at least twice! Only to end up finding out none of my choices are something I can do well. I used to feel there is something for me out there- something I can do well in. I realize I need to change my life- and the sooner the better!!

I hope Astrology can show where to put my energy in?
I want to start being a human with a job they are good at.

Please help me out

Thank you

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Your first sentence sums up my life so far. I am a disappointment and I dont know what I could have done differently or what I can do differently now. I even took the help you have been suggested. It didnt work either.

hope planetary outcomes enable pick-reflect-adapt-integrate as relevant,
do share ground feedbacks how true-untrue-insightful-helpful,
technicalities apart, focus on planetary outcomes and relevance :


sat own acq 5th, negating employment prospects,
aptitude for innovation-technical-mechanical-public admin and reforms;

ketu separative SNode now 1.5yr transit sat acq 5th,
detachment from romance-children-position,
pain-injury-surgery heart-stomach-legs-sicatica etc,

natal ketu cancer 10th, hyper sensitive-intuitive,
prone to career-job changes,
pain-injury-surgery heart-lungs-knees etc

prayers to Christ, offer red flowers Mon evenings
at the alter at home;


mars own aries 7th, growth-riches through own merit,
operations management,
police-defence-production etc etc,
mars debilated aspect over cancer 11th for income-gains-friendships;


moon lord 11th for gains debilated scorpio 2nd for finances,
research-occult-forensic psychology aptitudes,
lord mars own aries, mars aspect own scorpio 2nd,
protective of finances, but not good for health of family members probably;
debilation of moon cancelled, gradual growth in family-finances;
wear pearl over silver pendant touching heart;


sun-venus-mer taurus, elevated aspect from moon, venus own taurus,
aptitude for research in hotel management, banking, insurance,
medical, pharmacy, dentistry, literary-oratory-artistic-singing aptitudes,
prone to chronic health issues throat-thyroid-dental-kidneys etc etc;

sun-venus highest planetary degrees,
factors for core personality and vocation;


sun lord 12th over 9th taurus tending to distant lands, managerial roles;
venus lord 9th negating to 8th, negating luck;
venus lord 2nd for finances over 8th for sudden gains-losses;
mer lord 10th over 8th, career issues,

mer asc lord over 8th, scholarly research aptitudes;

while sun-mer-venus could tend to rags to riches story as is said;
8th house research aptitudes, sun-mer-venus taurus,
arts-medicine/pharmacy-literature-banking-hotel management, cuisine etc



jup critical virgo 12th,
advisory-audit-quality management-editor-director aptitudes,
jup aspect own pisces 6th, protective of health-employment;
prayers to saint of faith,
offer yellow flowers at the alter at home wed evenings;

acq 6th, preference for tech-innovative-reformist work environments;
sat own acq 5th for luck-edu-position;
sat debilated aspect over mars aries 7th for marriage-business;
sat as lord 6th negating to 5th, negating employment prospects;
observe fast sat evenings taking milk-fruits or as per custom;


sat now 2.5yrs transit own cap-rahu 4th, moving home, foreign lands, perhaps;
while could be good for property matters, real estate-event management;
elevated aspect over libra 2nd supportive of family-finances;

jup now transit scorpio-moon 2nd,
good for family-finances-speech, research-occult,
trine pisces 7th for marriage-relationship-business;

pisces 7th inimical-malefic for virgo asc,
stress-delays in marriage-relationship-business;

jup come 019 would have come to own sag 3rd
for advisory roles;
trine mars aries 7th for relationship-business,
trine leo 12th for foreign lands;


chart with potentials, but contra indications to cope with,
may wear 0.25 carat diamond for venus own taurus 8th
over platinum pendant touching heart;
hope remedies help;


hope find some newer avenues to think about,
do ack, and promptly share salient ground feebacks pointwise,


wishing well, kshantaram

Sagcap88 said:

I wish I knew more about careers and doing what you’re good at. I’ll try my best to give you an answer based on what I see looking at your chart:

I think with with your Capricorn NN in the 4th, working hard is important to you. But I also think you could work from home. You seem like you might do better as your own boss.

Your Gemini MC ruler is Mercury in Taurus conjunction Venus in the 8th. Maybe you could write books or articles or something pertaining to relationships, sex. With that eighth house energy, you could perhaps write astrology books about it. Or something like that.

That’s my best shot at it. I hope it helped a little.

What do you love to do? What makes you happy?

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Thank you- you have helped a bit! what you said about focusing on 8th house subjects..Back when I WAS researching I never did anything related to 8th house topics at all.
I do think now things would have gone better if I did!
I don't know about writing about spirituality or Astrology- as a career..But if I could find something that is related that would be a dream come true.
I wouldn't mind working from home but I do need to have people around me and to feel that what I do is helpful for someone and appreciated.

Appreciate caring to ack.


do share salient pointwise feedbacks
how true-untrue-insightful-helpful;
any useful career ideas to think of!


wishing well, kshantaram