jane12, i am a medium clairvoyant, need to know about my life
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Arian Maverick
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Welcome to the forums, Jane! 
I suspected from your post that you had an eighth or a twelfth house stellium because these are astrological placements associated with mediumship and clairvoyance. Sure enough, you have an eighth house stellium in Libra, which another highly-sensitive individual I know has as well. In fact, your natal chart has a few similar placements to hers, including Mercury in Sagittarius conjunct the Midheaven and Venus in Scorpio.
Your Moon is also conjunct your Ascendant from the twelfth house side, which suggests a sort of "carry over" from the subconscious mind (twelfth house) to the conscious mind (first house).
Unfortunately, I don't have time right now to look at your chart in greater detail, but I have uploaded your chart to the forums so that others might make observations:
Arian Maverick
I suspected from your post that you had an eighth or a twelfth house stellium because these are astrological placements associated with mediumship and clairvoyance. Sure enough, you have an eighth house stellium in Libra, which another highly-sensitive individual I know has as well. In fact, your natal chart has a few similar placements to hers, including Mercury in Sagittarius conjunct the Midheaven and Venus in Scorpio.
Your Moon is also conjunct your Ascendant from the twelfth house side, which suggests a sort of "carry over" from the subconscious mind (twelfth house) to the conscious mind (first house).
Unfortunately, I don't have time right now to look at your chart in greater detail, but I have uploaded your chart to the forums so that others might make observations:
Arian Maverick
AineB
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Svencanz said:
LOL!!!! Ok Sven, just because someone is psychic it does NOT mean they know every little aspect of their life! I make my living as a psychic and while I can get just about any info for anyone, getting it for myself proves to be daunting at times. If the Universe wanted us to know all about our lives, we'd be given our Akashic records at birth!
She also meant medium as in one who talks with spirits.... (I think! LOL!)Anyways..
Here's just some quick things I picked out of the chart seeings as that we're not sure what exactly you're lookin for..
Mercury in Sagittarius:
You are interested in possiblities, rather than what has already been done. The study of philosophy, religion, politics, or education is of interest to you, and you are more concerned with theories and concepts than with specific applications. You are not one to focus on any one specific area; you find it tedious to deal with details and particulars. Business, advertising, and promotion would be good areas for you.
Mercury in 10th house:
You think a great deal about your career, your reputation and public image, and the way you make a contribution or impact on the world at large. Public speaking or communications of some other kind is likely to be an important aspect of the work you do.
Mercury Opposition Uranus:
You are an original thinker, capable of unique discoveries and innovations, but you tend to scatter your energies into too many directions at once and make impulsive or hasty decisions. You grasp ideas very quickly and become impatient with "slower" or more conservative minds. A fast-moving, mentally stimulating, and unpredictable atmosphere suits you quite well, even though you may complain about the stress and the crazy pace.
Mercury Trine Pluto:
You are interested in anything secret, mysterious, or hidden, including the deeper aspects of the human psyche. You possess an aptitude for private investigation, psychology and research work. You are also drawn to esoteric or occult studies.
Mercury Sextile Neptune:
You are open and receptive to subjects which defy rational explanation, such as psychic phenomena, mental telepathy, metaphysics, etc., and you could teach these subjects to others. Your mind is imaginative and inspired and you have an aptitude for art and creative writing.
Moon in 12th house:
Your own feelings and emotions are sometimes confusing to you, and it is often difficult for you to share with others what you are feeling. You frequently withdraw from contact with the world, and need a healing, peaceful environment in order to blossom and come out of yourself.
You identify with the oppressed, disenfranchised or underdog in any situation and want to help them or care for them in some way.
Venus in 8th house:
You crave very intense, deep, emotional relationships, and would even prefer a stormy, tumultuous relationship to one which is smooth but lacking vitality and passion. You love wholeheartedly and expect all-consuming, total devotion and attention from your partner. Casual, light relationships hold no appeal for you.
Venus Square Mars:
You are intensely amorous and attractive, and are not inclined to friendly platonic relationships. There can be much tension in your love life - often because you put your desires ahead of your partner's, and are impatient about having your love needs satisfied. You are not happy without a love partner and you can "burn yourself out" by pouring so much of your energy into romance.
Ok I'll post some more if there's a post that comes about for more of what you're looking for!
Welcome to the forum!!ok,i am a full blown psychic, meaning not only am i a medium/clairvoyant...medium meaning i communicate with angels, spirits, apparitions[mother mary, durga, etc.every religion, belief system, all have different energies. depending on what info needs to be given out...,], ghosts, spiritual beings, dead people , yes, they are different than ghosts...the clairvoyant part is to 'see' the past, the present, the future of a person in order to give info to help with decisions this time in their life...
full blown...means i can do 'x-ray' vision on a person, animal, car, etc and tell you what the problem is whether it may be a brake line or tire on a vehicle...to an animal having a physical or emotional problem...to a human in finding an early health problem and advising them to see a doctor or specialist, but to insist in enough tests to find this real occurance, i also tell them about herbs, etc., safe botanicals they can tell their doctor about and ask if it is ok to use 'complimentary' natural things...there are so many things, i don't know where to start...i do hands on healing...this is using energy/vibrations to take down swelling, stop bleeding, knit a broken bone...also works on broken hearts/emotions...for any of this, i do not have to be near you...i can do thru email, phone, or mentally...psychcometry means touch an object and tell history of all info around it..
empathic means you 'feel' everything another person/animal/plant feels,
remote viewing travel in daylight with total awareness to another location to see what is going on there etc....
i do regression, hyptnosis, chakras, energy,channeling,much,much more...
now, me...if you know anything about psychics, they can not get jack on themselves or one close emotionally to them...i do get told things from my 'guides'...but not about whatever i am crying and bitching about...i simmer in my stew just like you do...not pretty, but true. so i can not 'get' info on me...and i find my eyes glaze over when i read this astrology stuff...i read, and read, i am no closer to comprehending than i was before i started...
i have breast cancer...i have fibromyalgia, post trauma stress disorder,super bad allergies on almost everything, panic attacks, chronic farigue, i have severe arm/hand disabilities from neighbor dogs attacking me, and a lot of nerve pain from damaged. area, no, no money, no lawyer would take the case...cop owned dogs, too political. my immune system is shot...i am aging and that is not pretty, either,,,no one told me about my body falling apart...<hehehhe>.
i was 'blessed' by spirit, or god or angels or what ever your comfort zone will have you call the 'source' above in giving me a house to live in. it is on verge of falling apart. it needs a total roof, kitchen is all ripped out to bare 2x4s because of water damage/mold, have a $300 dollar a month leak in front yard, water runs into street...bad, bad...no money for repairs...right now my water is disconnected until i pay a $1200 dollar energy bill. i am flushing toilet with rainwater...this house is a 'mecca' drawing people here who can help me or the house...apparently it is a 'test' for all these people because they come here, even stay for free, they say they will pay but never do...eat my groceries, use my soap, etc., and leave with clothes, towels, sheets, etc., i just can't believe people will do those things to me...but it is not about me, it is about them and the choice given them to do good, or think no one is the wiser and rip an old crippled lady off...angels are all over here, they see/know everything...so the nasty energy goes with those people...
i get a ss disability ck for 700. that is all, i need to pay all expenses for house and buy rx meds for cancer...i am so broke...i am so fatigued. i don't even clean my house i am so fatigued, the cancer society pays for a person to come in for a couple hours a week to sweep floor, make my bed, but all they want to do is sit and talk...when they do get out to my house...i guess they think because it is in such disrepair, it doesn't need scrubbing.
so i went to a movie audition to be an extra, is this something i can do for some extra money, this movie and maybe others coming up? i don't know what to do for money...?remember i would work if i could , i can't maintain a schedule because i never know when i will be in so much pain, or so out of it with fatigue, i have to go lie down,etc.,
oh, charge for my 'services'? ppl who come to this house are supposed to do a 'trade of energy' maybe some work on house, etc...they lie and don't come back...no one has any money...i am not let into doors where i could do readings for money...those avenues are blocked...i do advertise off and on, i offer to do radio/tv/events/parties, etc...nothing comes out of it...
so i want to know how long my health continues to suck like this?
how can i make money/or what do i do about paying for nutritional supplements, car repairs, car insurance, necessities for house...i want to find a salsa partner to learn to dance salsa, my doctor tokd me this is the best exercise i can do for my body, is there a person/male who is showing up for this? i would love to travel to europe asia, south america, australia, all over, will i be able to do this...?
any lovelife...i am old, not dead...i would love to be wined and dined, i think, i haven't dated for about 25-30 years, i was so busy and then my health went on that downward spiral to hell...
any questions...?
just ask, i am sure i left out something important...i thank each and every one of you...
love and light,
jane12
full blown...means i can do 'x-ray' vision on a person, animal, car, etc and tell you what the problem is whether it may be a brake line or tire on a vehicle...to an animal having a physical or emotional problem...to a human in finding an early health problem and advising them to see a doctor or specialist, but to insist in enough tests to find this real occurance, i also tell them about herbs, etc., safe botanicals they can tell their doctor about and ask if it is ok to use 'complimentary' natural things...there are so many things, i don't know where to start...i do hands on healing...this is using energy/vibrations to take down swelling, stop bleeding, knit a broken bone...also works on broken hearts/emotions...for any of this, i do not have to be near you...i can do thru email, phone, or mentally...psychcometry means touch an object and tell history of all info around it..
empathic means you 'feel' everything another person/animal/plant feels,
remote viewing travel in daylight with total awareness to another location to see what is going on there etc....
i do regression, hyptnosis, chakras, energy,channeling,much,much more...
now, me...if you know anything about psychics, they can not get jack on themselves or one close emotionally to them...i do get told things from my 'guides'...but not about whatever i am crying and bitching about...i simmer in my stew just like you do...not pretty, but true. so i can not 'get' info on me...and i find my eyes glaze over when i read this astrology stuff...i read, and read, i am no closer to comprehending than i was before i started...
i have breast cancer...i have fibromyalgia, post trauma stress disorder,super bad allergies on almost everything, panic attacks, chronic farigue, i have severe arm/hand disabilities from neighbor dogs attacking me, and a lot of nerve pain from damaged. area, no, no money, no lawyer would take the case...cop owned dogs, too political. my immune system is shot...i am aging and that is not pretty, either,,,no one told me about my body falling apart...<hehehhe>.
i was 'blessed' by spirit, or god or angels or what ever your comfort zone will have you call the 'source' above in giving me a house to live in. it is on verge of falling apart. it needs a total roof, kitchen is all ripped out to bare 2x4s because of water damage/mold, have a $300 dollar a month leak in front yard, water runs into street...bad, bad...no money for repairs...right now my water is disconnected until i pay a $1200 dollar energy bill. i am flushing toilet with rainwater...this house is a 'mecca' drawing people here who can help me or the house...apparently it is a 'test' for all these people because they come here, even stay for free, they say they will pay but never do...eat my groceries, use my soap, etc., and leave with clothes, towels, sheets, etc., i just can't believe people will do those things to me...but it is not about me, it is about them and the choice given them to do good, or think no one is the wiser and rip an old crippled lady off...angels are all over here, they see/know everything...so the nasty energy goes with those people...
i get a ss disability ck for 700. that is all, i need to pay all expenses for house and buy rx meds for cancer...i am so broke...i am so fatigued. i don't even clean my house i am so fatigued, the cancer society pays for a person to come in for a couple hours a week to sweep floor, make my bed, but all they want to do is sit and talk...when they do get out to my house...i guess they think because it is in such disrepair, it doesn't need scrubbing.
so i went to a movie audition to be an extra, is this something i can do for some extra money, this movie and maybe others coming up? i don't know what to do for money...?remember i would work if i could , i can't maintain a schedule because i never know when i will be in so much pain, or so out of it with fatigue, i have to go lie down,etc.,
oh, charge for my 'services'? ppl who come to this house are supposed to do a 'trade of energy' maybe some work on house, etc...they lie and don't come back...no one has any money...i am not let into doors where i could do readings for money...those avenues are blocked...i do advertise off and on, i offer to do radio/tv/events/parties, etc...nothing comes out of it...
so i want to know how long my health continues to suck like this?
how can i make money/or what do i do about paying for nutritional supplements, car repairs, car insurance, necessities for house...i want to find a salsa partner to learn to dance salsa, my doctor tokd me this is the best exercise i can do for my body, is there a person/male who is showing up for this? i would love to travel to europe asia, south america, australia, all over, will i be able to do this...?
any lovelife...i am old, not dead...i would love to be wined and dined, i think, i haven't dated for about 25-30 years, i was so busy and then my health went on that downward spiral to hell...
any questions...?
just ask, i am sure i left out something important...i thank each and every one of you...
love and light,
jane12
Moulin
Well-known member
Greetings and salutations,
I know it's not in your chart, or maybe it is but...
Only one more lesson to learn then Jane12 and that is the "proper use of universal energy".
Then this wouldn't happen - "i have breast cancer...i have fibromyalgia, post trauma stress disorder,super bad allergies on almost everything, panic attacks, chronic farigue, i have severe arm/hand disabilities from neighbor dogs attacking me, and a lot of nerve pain from damaged. area, no, no money, no lawyer would take the case...cop owned dogs, too political. my immune system is shot...i am aging and that is not pretty, either,,,no one told me about my body falling apart..."
I know this as l do everything that you do (most of us can, actually) except for l don't believe in hypnosis as a tool and l only suffer through life's lessons which excludes dis-ease and all this other karma you are talking about.
Could it be possible that you are attracting negative karma from misuse of energy? Your immunity is definitely misunderstood energy use, i'm afraid.
I am sorry that you are suffering so much. Do you know why you seem to be on the receiving end of so much negativity?
Good vibes,
Moulin
I know it's not in your chart, or maybe it is but...
Only one more lesson to learn then Jane12 and that is the "proper use of universal energy".
Then this wouldn't happen - "i have breast cancer...i have fibromyalgia, post trauma stress disorder,super bad allergies on almost everything, panic attacks, chronic farigue, i have severe arm/hand disabilities from neighbor dogs attacking me, and a lot of nerve pain from damaged. area, no, no money, no lawyer would take the case...cop owned dogs, too political. my immune system is shot...i am aging and that is not pretty, either,,,no one told me about my body falling apart..."
I know this as l do everything that you do (most of us can, actually) except for l don't believe in hypnosis as a tool and l only suffer through life's lessons which excludes dis-ease and all this other karma you are talking about.
Could it be possible that you are attracting negative karma from misuse of energy? Your immunity is definitely misunderstood energy use, i'm afraid.
I am sorry that you are suffering so much. Do you know why you seem to be on the receiving end of so much negativity?
Good vibes,
Moulin
Neptune Rising
Well-known member
Hi Jane, welcome, I hope you find enlightenment here
I understand your gift, my parents neighbour recieves messages about people and he tells them what he recieves. But he could not see the disease he now has, leukemia.
From what I have read, and this may sound so controversial but its just what I have understood from life so far, some souls elect to take on various karmas/dis-eases in order to understand certain lessons that they would not otherwise in a health 'normal' state.
I'm afraid I'm no expert at the charts, still learning, but I noticed your 8th house stellium has progressed to the progressed 6th house. And progressed Saturn/Mars conjunction is exactly opposite progressed Sun, this may leave you feeling depleated of energy and down.
Have faith that the work you do is good and send your concentration there, I'm sure you know this anyway, I have to remind myself of this frequently. I've learned, where your attention goes, the energy flows to. I have a question though, do you ever use crystals?
NR
I understand your gift, my parents neighbour recieves messages about people and he tells them what he recieves. But he could not see the disease he now has, leukemia.
From what I have read, and this may sound so controversial but its just what I have understood from life so far, some souls elect to take on various karmas/dis-eases in order to understand certain lessons that they would not otherwise in a health 'normal' state.
I'm afraid I'm no expert at the charts, still learning, but I noticed your 8th house stellium has progressed to the progressed 6th house. And progressed Saturn/Mars conjunction is exactly opposite progressed Sun, this may leave you feeling depleated of energy and down.
Have faith that the work you do is good and send your concentration there, I'm sure you know this anyway,
I have to remind myself of this frequently. I've learned, where your attention goes, the energy flows to. I have a question though, do you ever use crystals? NR
hi, ya'll,
i am not here for karma this time around...all of 'this stuff' is not from karma...i have been 'told' that i will have to go through all this kind of mess so that when one comes to me, not only will i 'know', but i will also have experienced this life time the paim, both emotional and physical of whom ever is 'sent' to me...but there is very little left to go through, i think i have been through a lot already,,,but at the same time i am being cloistered away from people as i go through more transformations/changes that my body needs to go through to be where i/my body needs to be for all the planatary changes coming up fast, and all the metaphysical things i will need to do at that time...i think i am held in check thru pain/fatigue-because, just let me get a little energy and i am trying to get my hustle on...meaning if i feel some energy i look for work for making that nasty word, money. and on the dancing salsa, when it is something for my health/body, i am given the energy to do that at that time...meaning before dancing i am so tired i force myself to go and am given the energy to dance/exercise with joy, when finished, i go back to being a deflated balloon...but i only go for dancing about once every six months, but feel the urge to try to do more often. same with recieving energy for healing some one, i am tired, then when i recieve info for someone or run light, i have a steady pace of energy, when finished, i am once again fatigued
yes, i work with crystals, and rocks, and gemstones...everything has a vibrational rate for some kind of healing, etc., yes i 'read' crystals, yes, i can 'program' crystals. hypnotsis is just a relaxing 'tool' used to help a person reach a vibrational level to receixe/information or the healing vibrations being given to them...no witchcraft/tomfoolery,etc.,involved, just pure energy from the god source... and no, i am not attracting negative energy/things...i am well protected, and with light, and my 'guides' are always on guard for any nasty stuff coming near me...i believe this is just part of my package. i can't believe i opened my big mouth and said i wanna be a psychic. anyway i am here, but i believe i can do things to support my comfort level. i just can't see the foresr for the trees...hence, my plea for help/advise...ya'll can see things i can't see with your gift of astrology...you know about flaws, likes, dislikes, all kinds of insights from the stars/planets, all full of information i can read...but can not comprehend...<hehehe> i need black and white words for me, direct info, the trine and conjunct stuff...yo no comprende...
i thank each of you...
love and light,
jane12
i am not here for karma this time around...all of 'this stuff' is not from karma...i have been 'told' that i will have to go through all this kind of mess so that when one comes to me, not only will i 'know', but i will also have experienced this life time the paim, both emotional and physical of whom ever is 'sent' to me...but there is very little left to go through, i think i have been through a lot already,,,but at the same time i am being cloistered away from people as i go through more transformations/changes that my body needs to go through to be where i/my body needs to be for all the planatary changes coming up fast, and all the metaphysical things i will need to do at that time...i think i am held in check thru pain/fatigue-because, just let me get a little energy and i am trying to get my hustle on...meaning if i feel some energy i look for work for making that nasty word, money. and on the dancing salsa, when it is something for my health/body, i am given the energy to do that at that time...meaning before dancing i am so tired i force myself to go and am given the energy to dance/exercise with joy, when finished, i go back to being a deflated balloon...but i only go for dancing about once every six months, but feel the urge to try to do more often. same with recieving energy for healing some one, i am tired, then when i recieve info for someone or run light, i have a steady pace of energy, when finished, i am once again fatigued
yes, i work with crystals, and rocks, and gemstones...everything has a vibrational rate for some kind of healing, etc., yes i 'read' crystals, yes, i can 'program' crystals. hypnotsis is just a relaxing 'tool' used to help a person reach a vibrational level to receixe/information or the healing vibrations being given to them...no witchcraft/tomfoolery,etc.,involved, just pure energy from the god source... and no, i am not attracting negative energy/things...i am well protected, and with light, and my 'guides' are always on guard for any nasty stuff coming near me...i believe this is just part of my package. i can't believe i opened my big mouth and said i wanna be a psychic. anyway i am here, but i believe i can do things to support my comfort level. i just can't see the foresr for the trees...hence, my plea for help/advise...ya'll can see things i can't see with your gift of astrology...you know about flaws, likes, dislikes, all kinds of insights from the stars/planets, all full of information i can read...but can not comprehend...<hehehe> i need black and white words for me, direct info, the trine and conjunct stuff...yo no comprende...
i thank each of you...
love and light,
jane12
lol...? what, my words conflict with my experiences? i don't understand...how...? please explain.
and how are you using your lazer sword? encrypted with what? do you know...? do you know what kind of encryption? how old? where originated?
i am an optimist. i always look for the good in people, things, experiences, everything. i am not bitter, maybe jaded, but not bitter. i look for the sunny side of life, and am aware of the nasty pitfalls, not the storm that left me broken and broke[as in money, i know that nasty word again]. i am guessing i sound upbeat...? i would like to think so.
well, i really don't like to be in a depressing state, like yesterday at 6:18 pm, some kind of nasty trine peaked...i couldn't wait for it to clear off, i was so down, dissapointed and in a funk, depressed state...but today, in reality it is drizzling here at my home, but i feel like it is sunny here. i see that as food for the plants/birds/etc., i am happy for them to get some rain. i am happy that trine passed out of my life...probably another one coming up right around the corner...
and what do you think i can do different?
i have rocked my boat, over and over. i have run into brick walls, doors have slammed in my face. things that are illegal to do to another person...happens to me. as i have been slapped in the face, by spirit, i no longer try to pull a power play with spirit world, i have found they are always one[or more] up on me. there is not a **** thing i can do except accept the understanding that this is my path and i need to stay with the program, none of this is happening fast enough for me, except i understand this timeline is not mine, it is spirit time. i can't force issues, i can get off the path for little forages from time to time. do you think i like living like this? i am an outcast in my own family, an embarressment to all of them. but i am totally soaked, my every cell , is immersed in this belief, and the sad thing is that it is all too real. so i no longer hide the fact that i am psychic, most people don't understand about it anyway, no. i am not a hippie, never did the drug scene, i have just been getting more and more of this phychic stuff poured on me since i was a three month old baby...and i sincerely believe in do unto others as you would have them do to you. so am i stupid, maybe, but i look for the good in people, and if they choose to play differently, well. i don't have to play/see them ever again. and i do miss them, because of their actions, and i no longer want to be around them, but i miss the sweet parts of them...not worth the nasty feelings to have them around me.
and how are you using your lazer sword? encrypted with what? do you know...? do you know what kind of encryption? how old? where originated?
i am an optimist. i always look for the good in people, things, experiences, everything. i am not bitter, maybe jaded, but not bitter. i look for the sunny side of life, and am aware of the nasty pitfalls, not the storm
well, i really don't like to be in a depressing state, like yesterday at 6:18 pm, some kind of nasty trine peaked...i couldn't wait for it to clear off, i was so down, dissapointed and in a funk, depressed state...but today, in reality it is drizzling here at my home, but i feel like it is sunny here. i see that as food for the plants/birds/etc., i am happy for them to get some rain. i am happy that trine passed out of my life...probably another one coming up right around the corner...
and what do you think i can do different?
i have rocked my boat, over and over. i have run into brick walls, doors have slammed in my face. things that are illegal to do to another person...happens to me. as i have been slapped in the face, by spirit, i no longer try to pull a power play with spirit world, i have found they are always one[or more] up on me. there is not a **** thing i can do except accept the understanding that this is my path and i need to stay with the program, none of this is happening fast enough for me, except i understand this timeline is not mine, it is spirit time. i can't force issues, i can get off the path for little forages from time to time. do you think i like living like this? i am an outcast in my own family, an embarressment to all of them. but i am totally soaked, my every cell , is immersed in this belief, and the sad thing is that it is all too real. so i no longer hide the fact that i am psychic, most people don't understand about it anyway, no. i am not a hippie, never did the drug scene, i have just been getting more and more of this phychic stuff poured on me since i was a three month old baby...and i sincerely believe in do unto others as you would have them do to you. so am i stupid, maybe, but i look for the good in people, and if they choose to play differently, well. i don't have to play/see them ever again. and i do miss them, because of their actions, and i no longer want to be around them, but i miss the sweet parts of them...not worth the nasty feelings to have them around me.
AineB
Well-known member
jane12 said:
Absolutely, positively NOT true... Unless you have your shields up 24/7! The energy does not leave with these people and further allowing them into your life will only keep you in this vicious circle. It is only not the choice these people have, but the choice YOU have in giving them. By saying your house is a mecca for these people is doing nothing but giving power to the negative energies that keep popping in and taking advantage of you. Karmic strands connect us all and unless you sever these types, you will continue to get them.
jane12 said:
If you got paid for being a movie extra it would be a miracle!! LOL! Extras are usually only used for free.
jane12 said:
Once again, it is all about choice there... I saw you do energy workings. I am a Reiki practioner. One prinicipal rule in Reiki is you always make sure you get paid for your service; whether monetarily or bartering! Master Usui was taken advantage of too by the villagers who continually utilized his services only to be lazy and not change their lives. I too have all to often done readings for people only to not be paid. So now it's pay first, then you get the service. I akin it to a mechanic. He isn't going to fix your car without the money there first!
If you feel you are blocked from pursuing this type of career, it just might not be for you then.. You may have the talents, but it doesn't mean that is what you're meant for. My friend had a full ride scholarship for music and is an AWESOME singer, even opera... but she's most happiest being a waitress and singing karaoke on the weekends. While you may not be able to hold a steady 9-5 job, there are plenty of ways around that with freelancing. Especially if you were to get into say the hospital or spa industry with your energy work. I have worked with hospitals before, voluntarily though (they would have paid), doing Reiki treatments on patients. It was whenever I had time. My aunt also works thru spas and is on-call with 4 of them and requires a half hour to an hours notice depending on which one is calling, travel time, and her availability.
There are always ways around everything and the universe will always provide you with what you need.. not necessarily what you always want.. and not always "good".. but it is still telling you that something obvioulsy needs to change with all this negativity that keeps bringing you down.
Feel free to send me a pm or shoot me and im sometime and we can talk some more metaphysics!
Moulin
Well-known member
all l can say s "like attracts like" and with all due respect, your confusion and unfocused energy is absolutely spilling out all over the place. None of your chakra's are balanced and your attitude is perpetuating this lifestyle that you are now moaning about.
I don't even need to link into you cos it's so visible through your posts.
Maybe now is a good time to really consider who you are and where you are heading?
Shadowflash
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Namaste, Jane12... My soulgrowth curriculum has me in some similar knots as you're dealing with, and for similar reasons, as I'm sure is the case for many... My own survival issues and emotional intensities would make it pretty challenging for me to offer an excellent read of your chart; but for whatever it might be worth to you, I'd like to offer you a few words from my own Cliff Notes, my own process with All This...
It is wonderful, is it not, to Be of Service? I sense you are someone who lives for this, as do I. But from our Highest Contexts of Soulgrowth also come certain lessons that I have discovered to be *just as crucial, if not moreso* than any other aspect of that curriculum. And at the top of THAT list is found the word: BOUNDARIES. There is an instinct in many of us, Jane12, that feels as if we need only Open Ourselves to the Flow of the Universe, giving freely to All without the slightest expectation or need of Anything in Return. This instinct comes from Spirit, of course -- but also can *so easily* get all mucked up and confused with dysfunctional psychoemotional early-life patternings of undeservability as well as past-life patterns we're trying to resolve in this life. There is also the *illusion* put forward by Fundamentalist Christianity that teaches the distortion that "the highest expresson of Love on Earth is always the capacity to self-annihilate" or have no concern whatsoever for Self, a la Jesus on the cross....which conveniently abdicates responsibility for true soulgrowth.
Jane12, my humble suggestion to you would be that you consider very deeply the notion that Who You Are and What You Offer is meant to be Given Freely, yes -- but with an Exchange context. Making it an Exchange does NOT cancel out the "freely" part. And that what you ask IN EXCHANGE be *that which can solidly, substantially, groundedly SHIFT* your present circumstances of such extreme lack. This is *no violation* of Spiritual Law; it is the Enactment of Self-Love. I'm reminded of a metaphor I use in counseling and, even more often, in ministering to MYSELF: That of the Steward/ess' pre-flight speech on all airplanes, where they tell us "Please be sure you have affixed your OWN OXYGEN MASK before trying to assist anyone else, even children." Angel...if you are not Whole and Well, though this is not meant to discredit or invalidate ANYTHING you've given from a less-than-Whole space, you are literally *incapable* of Giving from True Wholeness, which is a whole 'nother level and octave of Service...
CHARGE for your services, Jane12. I guarantee you, this is not out of synch with Spirit. It is simply you showing God/ess, Infinite Love and the Universe that *you know Who You Are,* and you are willing to offer YOURSELF and the vessel that offers such service *the same respect and self-nurturance* I'm sure you espouse to others... Then, when you are in a better position, you can perhaps split your services between charging those who can afford to offer you money in Sacred Exchange, and charging less or not charging at all those who cannot... And I'm sure you realize, though your mind might throw the doubt at you for a moment...it simply *is not possible* that someone who is "destined to receive help" will somehow "not" get what they need, because you've decided to Receive in Exchange for your services... Right? ALL are provided for, within Divine Order; and my sense is that it's TIME for you to enact the Boundaries that will ensure that you, yourself, are Provided For...
Offered with Love...(and with full knowledge that I'm speaking to Myself, here, as well...LOL...)
S.
It is wonderful, is it not, to Be of Service?
I sense you are someone who lives for this, as do I. But from our Highest Contexts of Soulgrowth also come certain lessons that I have discovered to be *just as crucial, if not moreso* than any other aspect of that curriculum. And at the top of THAT list is found the word: BOUNDARIES. There is an instinct in many of us, Jane12, that feels as if we need only Open Ourselves to the Flow of the Universe, giving freely to All without the slightest expectation or need of Anything in Return. This instinct comes from Spirit, of course -- but also can *so easily* get all mucked up and confused with dysfunctional psychoemotional early-life patternings of undeservability as well as past-life patterns we're trying to resolve in this life. There is also the *illusion* put forward by Fundamentalist Christianity that teaches the distortion that "the highest expresson of Love on Earth is always the capacity to self-annihilate" or have no concern whatsoever for Self, a la Jesus on the cross....which conveniently abdicates responsibility for true soulgrowth. Jane12, my humble suggestion to you would be that you consider very deeply the notion that Who You Are and What You Offer is meant to be Given Freely, yes -- but with an Exchange context. Making it an Exchange does NOT cancel out the "freely" part.
And that what you ask IN EXCHANGE be *that which can solidly, substantially, groundedly SHIFT* your present circumstances of such extreme lack. This is *no violation* of Spiritual Law; it is the Enactment of Self-Love. I'm reminded of a metaphor I use in counseling and, even more often, in ministering to MYSELF: That of the Steward/ess' pre-flight speech on all airplanes, where they tell us "Please be sure you have affixed your OWN OXYGEN MASK before trying to assist anyone else, even children." Angel...if you are not Whole and Well, though this is not meant to discredit or invalidate ANYTHING you've given from a less-than-Whole space, you are literally *incapable* of Giving from True Wholeness, which is a whole 'nother level and octave of Service... CHARGE for your services, Jane12. I guarantee you, this is not out of synch with Spirit. It is simply you showing God/ess, Infinite Love and the Universe that *you know Who You Are,* and you are willing to offer YOURSELF and the vessel that offers such service *the same respect and self-nurturance* I'm sure you espouse to others...
Then, when you are in a better position, you can perhaps split your services between charging those who can afford to offer you money in Sacred Exchange, and charging less or not charging at all those who cannot... And I'm sure you realize, though your mind might throw the doubt at you for a moment...it simply *is not possible* that someone who is "destined to receive help" will somehow "not" get what they need, because you've decided to Receive in Exchange for your services... Right? ALL are provided for, within Divine Order; and my sense is that it's TIME for you to enact the Boundaries that will ensure that you, yourself, are Provided For... Offered with Love...(and with full knowledge that I'm speaking to Myself, here, as well...LOL...)
S.
Lapis
Well-known member
Jane12,
First of all thanks Arian Maverick for putting up Jane12's natal chart.
Jane, when I saw your natal chart I couldn't believe how many similarities there are between your chart and mine! Because you've said you're not familiar with astrology (you should be, being an ultra sensitive/psychic etc), I won't list all those similarities but you'll have to trust me on this one. And like you, I too am a psychic/sensitive/empath blah blah blah all of it just like you've stated. I'm 56 years old and I was born with all of these psychic abilites and I too have had nearly constant contact with nonphysical higher dimensional Beings (ET and otherwise) from age 3 that I consciously remember. I have no doubt you and I could talk for a week straight and share numerous personal experiences that are profoundly similar!
There's so much to talk about, so much to share, but I'm rushed right at this moment plus, I won't go into much detail here for reasons I think you've spotted already. There's a link to my blog in my signature which you can check out to see where I'm coming from if you wish. I'd also like to invite you to our forum (Spiritual-Nature) were there's a handful of us that are or have been living some of the things you're talking about going through. You know how Spirit jockeys us around to make connections with other like-souls? That's why I'm being so bold and doing this publically instead of through a PM. You'll sense me like I've sensed you and just know what's correct to do and when.
Here's that link to our forum if interested. Please check out both the Ascension and Living It forums and threads especially for lots of answers and insights into the why's of much of these physical pains and symptoms etc. I hope to see you there also.
http://vb.spiritual-nature.com/index.php
First of all thanks Arian Maverick for putting up Jane12's natal chart.
Jane, when I saw your natal chart I couldn't believe how many similarities there are between your chart and mine! Because you've said you're not familiar with astrology (you should be, being an ultra sensitive/psychic etc), I won't list all those similarities but you'll have to trust me on this one. And like you, I too am a psychic/sensitive/empath blah blah blah all of it just like you've stated. I'm 56 years old and I was born with all of these psychic abilites and I too have had nearly constant contact with nonphysical higher dimensional Beings (ET and otherwise) from age 3 that I consciously remember. I have no doubt you and I could talk for a week straight and share numerous personal experiences that are profoundly similar!
There's so much to talk about, so much to share, but I'm rushed right at this moment plus, I won't go into much detail here for reasons I think you've spotted already.
There's a link to my blog in my signature which you can check out to see where I'm coming from if you wish. I'd also like to invite you to our forum (Spiritual-Nature) were there's a handful of us that are or have been living some of the things you're talking about going through. You know how Spirit jockeys us around to make connections with other like-souls? That's why I'm being so bold and doing this publically instead of through a PM. You'll sense me like I've sensed you and just know what's correct to do and when. Here's that link to our forum if interested. Please check out both the Ascension and Living It forums and threads especially for lots of answers and insights into the why's of much of these physical pains and symptoms etc. I hope to see you there also.
http://vb.spiritual-nature.com/index.php
Neptune Rising
Well-known member
Hi Moulin, I use crystals but don't know anything about the Lemurian one you mentioned. I'll investigate. I've been using Selenite and Clear Quartz lately to clear my blockages during meditation as well as other crystals/stones for other reasons.
Jane sorry to interupt your thread
NR
Jane sorry to interupt your thread
NR
mother , i said for you to add this stuff to the main group and ask then if they see other changes coming , truth is we hit tx in 77 we had the 1776 decoration on the front of the house when we left it was snow on the ground ,, we was here in texas in 77 , and yes 78, but we was leaving ohio in 77 , make sure ya add these to main room / chat form and ask if they see these events and what they may see comming up , ask ,, in areas of health,, of fun/dating ect,, in travel, in work, and make sure to say your willing to work at getting the word out but cant be a real sit down paycheck job ask if they see the placments or moon hitting a area where you will get more work so you can pay med bills,, and most of all ask if you get or meet a 7th house thrill or will the thrills all be moving the bed from one side the room to another ,,,,,,[my son told me to ask this].
house gets fixed, winfall coming? good things like dancing, travel, home,
sun and mars cross austin,tx means what in my travel house?
dates maybe life changing mar2,1963 son teddy born.
june 30, 1966 son john born. jan 1, 1978 arrived [me and my 2 sons.]to live in houston,tx. nov 12, 1985 living in austin, scared. june 19, 2001 dog attack almost had both arms amputated. may 6, 2008 feel planets shifted...feel anxious inside of me...
i thank all of you.
love and light,
jane12
house gets fixed, winfall coming? good things like dancing, travel, home,
sun and mars cross austin,tx means what in my travel house?
dates maybe life changing mar2,1963 son teddy born.
june 30, 1966 son john born. jan 1, 1978 arrived [me and my 2 sons.]to live in houston,tx. nov 12, 1985 living in austin, scared. june 19, 2001 dog attack almost had both arms amputated. may 6, 2008 feel planets shifted...feel anxious inside of me...
i thank all of you.
love and light,
jane12
ej5,
i would like to know about my health, what is coming up? do i need to prepare for something harsh/ i am so fatigued, i can barely walk around. i would like to know about any financial winfall or some work i can do to get bills paid. i would like to know is there any fun , fun things, enjoyment, pleasure...?
any travel...?
any kind of romance? a salsa dance partner, a running around buddy? a conversational fellow? a fun fellow...? i am feeling a void here...
i don't know what to ask, i feel like i am pined down and can't move to even try to activate energy flow to change my stagant feeling energy. truly, i am fatigued, not much more than fix something to eat and take a shower. i feel i am missing something something close to me...? what am i not seeing here...? thank you. jane12
i would like to know about my health, what is coming up? do i need to prepare for something harsh/ i am so fatigued, i can barely walk around. i would like to know about any financial winfall or some work i can do to get bills paid. i would like to know is there any fun , fun things, enjoyment, pleasure...?
any travel...?
any kind of romance? a salsa dance partner, a running around buddy? a conversational fellow? a fun fellow...? i am feeling a void here...
i don't know what to ask, i feel like i am pined down and can't move to even try to activate energy flow to change my stagant feeling energy. truly, i am fatigued, not much more than fix something to eat and take a shower. i feel i am missing something something close to me...? what am i not seeing here...? thank you. jane12