Well, the issue is one that's rather hard for me to talk about... I'm not sure what reaction most people have when I tell them, but it is most always negative. Sigh.. I was just wondering if there is anything that may point towards a 'spiritual awakening'? Well, actually.... I'm just going to say it.. they communicate with me. Not sure who, I just know they exist. I just need to know what I can do to bring that side to this. I mean, I know I'm a Pisces, and have Pisces throughout my chart... but I just need to know how I can make use of these...feelings I get, and things I see- according to my chart's strengths. I want to try to bring that peace to everyone somehow. ... I am not that experienced with astrology; my knowledge of it is scattered. I am legitimately seeking answers here... ANY help, even the smallest amount would be of great help to me at this point... I am REALLY starting to lose it... it really is hard to tell what is real anymore.
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Hey Kalilak.
I think it is part of the journey of awakening to learn how to separate one's own thoughts from those given by guides or other entities. I would suggest a grounding meditation to still your mind, also simple breathing meditations. Once you have an 'empty', silent, or still mind you will be in a position to ask your guides questions then await the answers in whatever form you receive them, whether visually or audibly or both. You can also take Rescue Remedy, or Cherry Plum Flower essence if you feel like you might be going mad!
Astrologically, uranus has just passed over your natal sun conjunct mercury, and is still conjuncting it from Aries, activating your natal sun/mercury square jupiter and sun/mercury sextile saturn.
Now uranus traditionally pertains to awakening, so by activating these natal configurations which for me is the dichotomy between your own strong intuitions and expansive feelings (sun/mercury in Pisces square jupiter in cancer) and what is required or expected of you by others which can restrict your mind and being in negative form (sun/mercury sextile saturn in Capricorn) it's also prompting you to re-experience these aspects of your consciousness in a new, perhaps more spiritual way.
Ideally, you go with the flow of your feelings (pisces-cancer) but you have the ability to integrate all the parts of your consciousness/mind very well and in a way which is rational, not confusing (pisces-capricorn).
Now your jupiter and moon positions are in mutual reception, which means that these houses and signs behave as if they are conjunct. This means that you can express your feelings very well, especially through some creative outlet such as writing, so keeping a journal of your experiences an thoughts would be a good idea, so that you can reflect and chart your progress; it also suggests that a way out of your confusion would be to read up on the subject and possibly seek out an expert or teacher in the field (moon in Sag in 5th).
Your other ruler, neptune, is conjunct uranus in Capricorn in 6th, which suggests that the path to enlightenment and spiritual development for you is paved with small steps, slowly but surely, and the more routine the better. Ground yourself and meditate every day and practice awareness exercises every day. You will find this might be the best way to develop your intuition, spirituality and your rational mind as well, so that you can tell which is which, and there won't be any confusion!
As the solar system moves into the torsion field at the centre of the galactic plane, there will be increasingly strange energies occuring on our planet also, and it may be that you are also starting to feel this shift happening within your consciousness, too. It's nothing to be afraid of, it's just new energies and they won't harm us, but it might mean you become more psychic and start developing some exciting spiritual gifts. It is an exciting time we are living in, as we all become lighter and more aware, despite the outward turmoil and necessary insurrections. Hope this helps. Namaste.