@Mina23
Hey Mina, I posted a long rant before and I've got no reply, that's why I think I put too much information on this thread.
There are few things that bother me..
1. Perfectionism, in career, sport, and love.
- And I've already realized that nobody or nothing is perfect, but why?
2. Sense of Accomplishment.
- I've never feel like I've accomplished much though many people said I've already accomplished more than most of the people. I've set my standard too high, way up there, and it's wearing me down.
3. Very hard on myself.
- I have this ideal : "never enjoy something that doesn't come from my own sweat." And I found this is pretty annoying. I was born in wealthy family but I've never have the feeling of "owning" any of the fancy stuff. Say, family trying to get me a something.. sometimes I feel like they're mocking me of not be able to get my own (and I know I could, but it takes time!) And I feel that I will feel obliged if I received things from them, though I know they giving it whole-heartedly.
4. And few more
@Caprising
Interesting, could you please give me some more explanation on this (I'm a n00b lol) So does it mean I don't have to worry about sun square saturn because it's almost forming another aspect?
Thanks people *hugs*