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Can someone help me make sense of my 12th house planets? I have moon, mercury and mars in pisces in the 12th. I don’t know if I should stop believing in astrology... I’ve been getting signs but I also have OCD so i don’t even know if i’m just connecting dots that are not even there. I just recently realized what 12th house actually means when i studied charts of celebrities with 12th house mercuries,, Marina Diamandis, Avril Lavigne, check astrotheme. Watched all their recent interviews and all went through sh**, when they came back... their music downgraded (i mean that’s what their fans said??? im not a fan). Marina said something about losing her ego and focusing less on making the perfect music and enjoying the process (her album: love + fear). I then went on to pull some cards for myself and i got cards that affirmed what I read about the 12th house. I’ve also been getting what I perceived to be signs since high school. I thought seeing 1:11, 10:11, 11:01 and 11:10 on the clock means my dreams are being supported by the universe. Lately I’ve been seeing them a lot. So I had to look up what they mean and it says something about “Spiritual awakening”. So I found out about the stages of spiritual awakening from googling and reddit. One, having OCD or any types of sufferinh, two, muscle twitches, three, losing interests in things that a person used to enjoy (I’ve had anhedonia from mistakenly taking ADs and APs and I’m nowhere near my normal self), four, denial (which if i’m to believe it, this is where I’m at).
I’ve always thought 12th house meant that transcending state you feel from listening to music or making art, imagination, being compassionate which I thought I already was before but I also want to be a good artist, I had plans. I just can’t accept having to lose my ego... can’t we achieve things in the world like normal people can? As an artist, I feel like there should be a balance between ego and a higher purpose. The ego for making great art, if one loses his/her identity, likes/dislikes, self esteem, what else is there to express? Without ambition how are we gonna live like normal people? What about our dreams? Do we even have free will or are we doomed to receive signs that we don’t want until we die? ._. If we ignore these signs are we gonna suffer? I keep imagining myself as a monk/nun/just someone who lives humbly just meditating in isolation, purging my desires and I just can’t... but I’ve seen things that are hard to un-know that it might turn into a self fulfilling prophecy. I’ve that its something that we can’t ignore and if we try we’ll have anxiety disorders, or psychosis which I feel like I’m in the early stages of, I haven’t slept for 5 days and I feel like it’s because I’m not accepting it. I feel very helpless, and I’ve stopped trying to recover my brain for this same reason because what’s the point if 12th house is all about losses you can’t get back? Is this all true? Or should I just see a psychologist? My uncle studies psychology and he keeps debunking these things for me but there’s this looming fear that maybe I’m on the wrong path and I will be faced with more struggles... but I really really really love art. Are there any 12th house people (especially mercuries in here) who can help me? Thank you in advance. Will post my placements down
Sun 17°33' Aquarius
Moon 4°42' Pisces
Mercury 2°49' Pisces
Venus 16°15' Capricorn
Mars 26°11' Pisces
Jupiter 28°47' Aries
Saturn 10°54' Taurus
Uranus 16°51' Aquarius
Neptune 4°34' Aquarius
Pluto 12°30' Sagittarius
Chiron 15°12' Sagittarius
Ceres 8°35' Я Libra
Pallas 2°59' Я Leo
Juno 21°37' Capricorn
Vesta 24°27' Sagittarius
Node 3°43' Я Leo
Lilith 0°53' Capricorn
Fortune 20°10' Aries
AS 3°00' Aries
MC 2°15' Capricorn
Sun House 11
Moon House 12
Mercury House 12
Venus House 10
Mars House 12
Jupiter House 1
Saturn House 2
Uranus House 11
Neptune House 11
Pluto House 9
Chiron House 9
Ceres House 7
Pallas House 5
Juno House 10
Vesta House 9
Node House 5
Lilith House 10
Fortune House 1
House 1 3°00' Aries
House 2 7°17' Taurus
House 3 6°17' Gemini
House 4 2°15' Cancer
House 5 28°27' Cancer
House 6 28°07' Leo
House 7 3°00' Libra
House 8 7°17' Scorpio
House 9 6°17' Sagittarius
House 10 2°15' Capricorn
House 11 28°27' Capricorn
House 12 28°07' Aquarius
Sun Conjunction Uranus Orb 0°42'
Moon Conjunction Mercury Orb 1°53'
Mars Conjunction AS Orb 6°49'
Jupiter Square Neptune Orb 5°46'
Saturn Square Uranus Orb 5°56'
Mars Square MC Orb 6°04'
Saturn Square Neptune Orb 6°20'
Sun Square Saturn Orb 6°38'
Moon Square Pluto Orb 7°48'
Jupiter Trine MC Orb 3°27'
Venus Trine Saturn Orb 5°20'
Mercury Sextile MC Orb 0°34'
Neptune Sextile AS Orb 1°33'
Moon Sextile MC Orb 2°27'
Mercury Sextile Jupiter Orb 4°01'
Uranus Sextile Pluto Orb 4°20'
Sun Sextile Pluto Orb 5°02'
Moon Sextile Jupiter Orb 5°55'
Moon Sextile Saturn Orb 6°12'
Saturn Inconjunction Pluto Orb 1°35'
Mars SemiSquare Saturn Orb 0°16'
Sun SemiSquare MC Orb 0°18'
Uranus SemiSquare MC Orb 0°24'
Sun SemiSquare AS Orb 0°27'
Uranus SemiSquare AS Orb 1°09'
Jupiter SesquiQuadrate Pluto Orb 1°16'
Jupiter Quintile Uranus Orb 0°03'
Sun Quintile Jupiter Orb 0°45'
Moon SemiSextile Neptune Orb 0°08'
Mercury SemiSextile AS Orb 0°11'
Venus SemiSextile Uranus Orb 0°35'
Sun SemiSextile Venus Orb 1°18'
Moon SemiSextile AS Orb 1°41'
(Copied this from astrotheme, still in my phone, dk if it’s gonna come off a mess in yall’s laptop screens, but heres my birth info in case: Feb 7, 2000, Valenzuela, Philippines, 9:00am exact) thank u ~
[please either upload a chart or upload a chart to a link site and provide the link - Moderator]
I’ve always thought 12th house meant that transcending state you feel from listening to music or making art, imagination, being compassionate which I thought I already was before but I also want to be a good artist, I had plans. I just can’t accept having to lose my ego... can’t we achieve things in the world like normal people can? As an artist, I feel like there should be a balance between ego and a higher purpose. The ego for making great art, if one loses his/her identity, likes/dislikes, self esteem, what else is there to express? Without ambition how are we gonna live like normal people? What about our dreams? Do we even have free will or are we doomed to receive signs that we don’t want until we die? ._. If we ignore these signs are we gonna suffer? I keep imagining myself as a monk/nun/just someone who lives humbly just meditating in isolation, purging my desires and I just can’t... but I’ve seen things that are hard to un-know that it might turn into a self fulfilling prophecy. I’ve that its something that we can’t ignore and if we try we’ll have anxiety disorders, or psychosis which I feel like I’m in the early stages of, I haven’t slept for 5 days and I feel like it’s because I’m not accepting it. I feel very helpless, and I’ve stopped trying to recover my brain for this same reason because what’s the point if 12th house is all about losses you can’t get back? Is this all true? Or should I just see a psychologist? My uncle studies psychology and he keeps debunking these things for me but there’s this looming fear that maybe I’m on the wrong path and I will be faced with more struggles... but I really really really love art. Are there any 12th house people (especially mercuries in here) who can help me? Thank you in advance. Will post my placements down
Sun 17°33' Aquarius
Moon 4°42' Pisces
Mercury 2°49' Pisces
Venus 16°15' Capricorn
Mars 26°11' Pisces
Jupiter 28°47' Aries
Saturn 10°54' Taurus
Uranus 16°51' Aquarius
Neptune 4°34' Aquarius
Pluto 12°30' Sagittarius
Chiron 15°12' Sagittarius
Ceres 8°35' Я Libra
Pallas 2°59' Я Leo
Juno 21°37' Capricorn
Vesta 24°27' Sagittarius
Node 3°43' Я Leo
Lilith 0°53' Capricorn
Fortune 20°10' Aries
AS 3°00' Aries
MC 2°15' Capricorn
Sun House 11
Moon House 12
Mercury House 12
Venus House 10
Mars House 12
Jupiter House 1
Saturn House 2
Uranus House 11
Neptune House 11
Pluto House 9
Chiron House 9
Ceres House 7
Pallas House 5
Juno House 10
Vesta House 9
Node House 5
Lilith House 10
Fortune House 1
House 1 3°00' Aries
House 2 7°17' Taurus
House 3 6°17' Gemini
House 4 2°15' Cancer
House 5 28°27' Cancer
House 6 28°07' Leo
House 7 3°00' Libra
House 8 7°17' Scorpio
House 9 6°17' Sagittarius
House 10 2°15' Capricorn
House 11 28°27' Capricorn
House 12 28°07' Aquarius
Sun Conjunction Uranus Orb 0°42'
Moon Conjunction Mercury Orb 1°53'
Mars Conjunction AS Orb 6°49'
Jupiter Square Neptune Orb 5°46'
Saturn Square Uranus Orb 5°56'
Mars Square MC Orb 6°04'
Saturn Square Neptune Orb 6°20'
Sun Square Saturn Orb 6°38'
Moon Square Pluto Orb 7°48'
Jupiter Trine MC Orb 3°27'
Venus Trine Saturn Orb 5°20'
Mercury Sextile MC Orb 0°34'
Neptune Sextile AS Orb 1°33'
Moon Sextile MC Orb 2°27'
Mercury Sextile Jupiter Orb 4°01'
Uranus Sextile Pluto Orb 4°20'
Sun Sextile Pluto Orb 5°02'
Moon Sextile Jupiter Orb 5°55'
Moon Sextile Saturn Orb 6°12'
Saturn Inconjunction Pluto Orb 1°35'
Mars SemiSquare Saturn Orb 0°16'
Sun SemiSquare MC Orb 0°18'
Uranus SemiSquare MC Orb 0°24'
Sun SemiSquare AS Orb 0°27'
Uranus SemiSquare AS Orb 1°09'
Jupiter SesquiQuadrate Pluto Orb 1°16'
Jupiter Quintile Uranus Orb 0°03'
Sun Quintile Jupiter Orb 0°45'
Moon SemiSextile Neptune Orb 0°08'
Mercury SemiSextile AS Orb 0°11'
Venus SemiSextile Uranus Orb 0°35'
Sun SemiSextile Venus Orb 1°18'
Moon SemiSextile AS Orb 1°41'
(Copied this from astrotheme, still in my phone, dk if it’s gonna come off a mess in yall’s laptop screens, but heres my birth info in case: Feb 7, 2000, Valenzuela, Philippines, 9:00am exact) thank u ~
[please either upload a chart or upload a chart to a link site and provide the link - Moderator]
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