Life turns upside down, relocation and hospital involved

Hi
I would be grateful for any insights into transits and progressions I'm going through.

I've felt for ages my world is about to turn upside down and it has. My mum had a large stroke ans now in hospital. The hospital is 5 hours by coach from where I live in London so I'm staying in a local b and b. It's my priority to stay with her even though her partner has already tried to start antagonize me as he's never liked me around.

Her progress is a "taking it a day at a time" matter.

Do my transits show a complete upheaval in my life? And when? I'm trying to juggle my teaching and office jobs down south but realise I have to give up my accommodation to help afford my stay up north, it's too far to travel up and down and I've no car. I'll live in the b and b for the next month but then they may move her to another rehab hospital further up north.

I have a transit Uranus conjunction nadir and New Moon in late March conjunct this, which suggests that may be the time I have to relocate completely. I've found the lunations to trigger such changes.

I have progressed Sun conjunction natal moon now and transit Neptune conjunction these which suggests what is happening to my Mum. The next pair of solar eclipses fall in my 4/10th house axies and I sense they involve home/work/family issues. Plus the transit Saturn will go into my 12th house next year which can involve hospitals. A friend with Saturn transit his 12th house had tons of difficulties start then, legal matters involving money- his 7/8th house ruled by Saturn (open enemies).

Thank you

Thank you Vista for posting my chart.
A small development, my mum's partner has an idea that we can both be my mum's carers when the purchase of his house goes through. So I may well be able to relocate and surrender my life down south.

I've never done anything like this in my life, though just prior to this happening I started working on my heart as well as lower 3 chakras. Now I need this knowledge to be able to give my mum what she needs.

I wonder, if the Neptune transit which is conjunction natal Moon and progressed Sun is part of the process of me opening my heart and giving this unconditional love for my mum (natal Pisces Moon). On my mum's family line, there has always been an intuitive ability and I feel/sense she wants me to learn this with intensity now.

My mum is Pisces Sun, we have a mutual Jupiter/south node conjunction, I've never understood what that meant. All I can suppose is we teach each other lessons and are blessings in each other's lives. She even predicted this event in a dream she had about a month before of two snakes, first came a black snake, then came a white snake, I've read these indicate a complete transformation.

I think the term "between the devil and the deep blue sea", or "what planet am I On??!" is another term describes me right now.

I guess transit Neptune On natal Moon brings about these feelings, plus the transit Pluto opposite natal Saturn and parallel natal Sun can cause every single bit of security and structure in your life to crumble. I also feel the Neptune conjunct natal Moon as well as progressed Sun is also quite powerfully dissolving aspects of my ego and personality, one day I'm a yoga teacher with casual office jobs, the next day I'm going to be a carer for my mum in a completely strange part of the country and effectively become homeless and somehow maintain some level of monetary income.

My funds are running out, the longer I stay up north the sooner I will have to give up my home down south to afford it. I still have the teaching and office jobs in the air but realise I'll be homeless when I get back down south so in reality I'm really stuck and quite distressed what to do or know where my life will be.

Thank you so much Marinka! I really appreciate you coming back to look!

Ah yes that makes alot of sense, this is a huge learning experience, Jupiter. I never saw that yod. My goodness they are potent. Yikes it goes direct soon on that point. I really hope we can find a way to resolve this. We are waiting further news from the specialist doctors but they havent done any scans yet. We have a plan to care for my Mum, but I think we need alot more info as how to do this. My mums partner now has signed the contract for his house and said I can live there to help care for my mum.

It is hitting home now what caring involves, but I am determined to understand how best to do it. Feeling a bit useless now, but not giving up! My mum is making improvements each day, which makes me smile in a way I havent smiled in years.

Best to you on this journey. I know this stuff is quite hard, surreal. From your writings, you have the awareness and the insight and you are open. Keep trusting in that and see where this all leads you.

I just wanted to send you my best wishes and blessings Neptune Rising <3

I can see the same aspects as Marinka and I would agree with her interpretation. It does not look easy, but there must be reason for all of this.

Thank you Marinka, I will get to internet hopefully later and give longer response. When Jup 150 degrees to Mars and Lilith, it also opposes my natal Sun. My vertex also at that point.
I'll come back later

Thank you Ebina and Rosie so much.

I've loads of time to think about this and truly feel my Mum is giving some lessons and wisdom to me and her partner, for me it's an opportunity to mature.

A song popped into my head this morning, Sting's 'we are spirits in a material world". I was very depressed yesterday, stopped in a bar on the way back from hospital and saw written On a board under the television in the bar, in capitals EXPECT A MIRACLE. Then in same bar, written On a sticker On the window "we are listening". In that bar was a small statue of a sleeping lion. All those 'messages' give me faith in the spirit world, which I feel is what my mum wants me to truly learn and thoroughly understand. Seeing how stroke survivors somehow pull their spirits back into their bodies is nothing short of miraculous.

Marinka

My solar return chart is intense and 5 or 6 lunar returns reflecting it.

I know all the transits are tough ones, I thought the other day, when the outer planets touch something, especially Pluto, they really do have no mercy and its totally beyond our control, just something we have to work with.

Uranus makes sense, homes that are unstable or homelessness. I will be living in b and bs for the foreseable future. But, in all of this, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. I am so close to my mum (she is Pisces Sun, I am Pisces Moon and Jupiter, we have mutual Jupiter south node conjunctions) I am so happy to be with her. She told me, "this is an oppertunity" which reflects the Uranus trine north node ascendant. She has got me out of a bit of a rut. I just wish I could work miracles.

I am puzzled at the transiting Neptune, as it is currently 5 degree Pisces so has not yet even conjuncted my natal 6,7 Pisces Moon. It goes past to 7 degrees, then retrogrades back and forth. If the 'problem' happens at the retrograde point, that also seems to indicate an incident in the summer that coincides with the Jupiter yod to Mars/Lilith. I do sense something but I'll just hold that image and do the best I can for her.

It turns out my mums partner didn't mean what he said about me living there when she comes out, so I'll be travelling up and down the country so I may see her regularly. Its about 5 hours drive (I may get a car as coaches take so much longer).

Plus my natal Pluto is on a XXXX of a fixed star, and Mars will station there also for the last few weeks of May.

Lol, I sound all doom and gloom, but this is teaching me about faith really in the unknown and trusting where we are led. Also realising there is a 'grander' plan in the whole scheme of things which I guess becomes apparent when the outer planets make transits.

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It turns out my mums partner didn't mean what he said about me living there when she comes out, so I'll be travelling up and down the country so I may see her regularly. Its about 5 hours drive (I may get a car as coaches take so much longer).

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Uranus angling the 4th - unstable home. I'm sorry to hear that he was not truthful.

Thanks Marinka
I somehow felt that he'd change his mind.

This is the solar return for 2014, its striking in relation to what has happened.

The angles are angular (if that makes sense) with the Ascendant solar return opposing my natal Sun. SR Asc falls in my natal 8th house, almost conjunct the vertex. There is a full Moon in the SR chart. Angles suggest action happening in the first part of the year. There is SR Jupiter exactly conjunct natal Saturn which fall in the SR 12th house - hospital? Natal Saturn sits in my 7th/8th house, ruling my 2nd house and natal Sun.

This is the lunar return for the 2nd Feb. This happened on 31st Jan.

The lunar return reflects the solar return. LR Jupiter in the 12th house, same angular ascendant, ascendant on the 8th cusp.

I just don't know what Moon/Neptune up in the LR 9th indicates, maybe the faith that I'm learning to grasp.