Hello Moondance, well, there is a mutual reception by house between the 5th house Saturn and the 1st house Mercury. You are clearly busy thinking about romance. Saturn, and also retrograde, in the 1st house, according to William Lilly, is not very favorable. The reception by itself would indicate that you should not give up, but Saturn shows that you must be patient and not expect quick results.
Jupiter is the ruler of the 7th and in your 5th and Jupiter is heading for the North Node. Mercury leaving Jupiter is indeed showing your last break-up.
North Node shows luck in the area it is found. On face value, Jupiter will reach the NN in about 8°, Aquarius is a fixed sign and Jup. is in a succedent house, so that could take up as much as 8 month or years (this last one according to Appleby.(hope not!)
Venus, traditional planet of relationships is also not in a good house so I really think that for the (quite long)time being, just try not to focus too much on relationships, and maybe indeed just forget about them for now. The more you search, the less will come of it is my experience and what I have seen with others.
Moons last aspect is an opposition to the Sun, both (still just about)angular, so it could be interpreted as a positive, but difficult opposition.
After that Moon (you) will oppose Jupiter, just out of sign, but within the Moons orb. Another sign showing that it will be difficult to find a suitable guy soon. Moon will then also become peregrine in Leo.
Maybe trying to concentrate more on your good self, finding things which can fulfill you and make you happy, is what is expected of you right now. Things happen for a reason and maybe this is pointing you to something which could make you happier than some weird guy making your life miserable.
Try using your creative talents (Mercury in the 5th here). Maybe cooking could be a good outlet for you (Moon in Cancer about to sextile Saturn, ruler of the creative 5th). Or maybe occupying yourself with children. I think you like them.
Cheers, Starlink