Thank you, Rahu,
It seems you're the 1 who always enlightens me as to what I know not. I pay very little attention to asteroids (sans eros, juno and psyche) but your comments certainly seem accurate to me. I don't know if you recall but in the summer or fall I was dealing with some horrible events and you answered many questions correctly - as far as predictive astrology and I appreciate this insight here to my chart.
I'm going to reply to everything you've stated here and I'd love to read for you for free via the tarot if you'd like some sort of insight that I'm more than profficent with?
I have another thread here that I'm concerned about a great deal, it's under predictive astrology and the subcat- transits. It's titled Uranus Conjunct Moon - if you'd be so gracious as to check that out I'd be very appreciative (which, I already am for this reply and all your others from 2017!).
Now onto your comments, I can't necc. analyze them via my understanding because as I said I understand nothing about the nodes (other then basic - this is your past life -south, this is your lesson-north) and nothing at all about the asteroids you cited here - although I do know Sedna is a myth from the Haida tribe (my favorite tribe culturally and via their artwork) - but, frequently it's brushed off and mislabeled as being from the Inuit... A totally different group of people.
But, here are my honest reactions and comments, Rahu, thanks again!!
What do you mean by "impulse of the 'cosmic plane'" - do you mean it seeks me even when I'm not chasing it? You're right about everything you said in the entire reply, but the 1st paragraph is very true - examples include knowing since I was a child I'd meet _________ and that this person would be very significant in my life, knowing that I need to go up a certain street and into 1 of 2 offices to meet _______ who would also assist me and play a different role in my life, knowing both of my children would be boys since before I had children, having a ghost throw a bible story at my head as a child, picking up that I needed to say something, give something, do something before I needed to, et cetra. It seems these instances never occur because I'm trying to divine them for myself (example using the stars or my cards) but rather that they just are. What does it mean to not be from our soul plane? I used to dabble in magic, I considered it experimentation from 2015 to 2017 but stopped because I felt that God wanted me to. When I read tarot for people I "test the spirit" nowadays, I literally say is the spirit I'm communicating with a believer in God - and I do not proceed unless I get a yes. That being said, I am agnostic and I believe that whatever we believe happens when we dies (including atheist ending up as worm food) is precisely what happens, but I also believe that in practising white and black magic, even some vodoo and hodoo that I invited negative/bad entities into my home and or strengthened my enemies (I do have more than one - a convicted stalker/abuser, a former love that has a major vendetta against me and great political power, and lastly a disturbed man who is a professional computer hacker, add to that the political one has many friends in power he has previously implored to harm me, they're still around as of today but have yet to have success in their negative ends, aside from making me cry a few times).
I do have vivid and prophetic dreams, but never when I seem to request them - they come on their own and often times they're a year or years before and then I recall them right before some horrible event/person/attack takes place, you mentioned this is in some way connected to Uranus/Sun conj opp. Lilith, and the potential for being a channel for other entities, I stated I test the spirit now, but as a child I had this thing - that my mother had diagnosed as "Night Terrors" every - single night from 0 to 8 I woke up (I believed I was awake the entire time) to horrible sights of death, spirits, monsters (these looked like the traditional demons you see in arcane artwork but as a child I simply called them Monsters) - I'd then "act out the nightmares" and appeared to be talking, crying, yelling, punching, kicking, the air - every night I'd end up curled in a ball outside of my mothers bedroom door and or my grandmother and or great grandfathers door.
Does pluto conjunct my south node mean I was an evil, tyrant in my past life? I know Buddha says "life is suffering" and there are many that are far worse off than I - but, my life has been ... difficult, largely due to cruel, cunning, men.
I attract "dark souls'' - I like to think of them as fractured souls, and as a former caseworker for community mental health I can say with 100% absolute certainty that all 3 of my exes in the last decade are truly - sociopaths and the political one is a psychopath (far more intelligent and gets the sociopaths to assist with his biddings). I also agree I attract light souls, like you, Rahu??
And a few others that I can sense right away are good people, one, in particular, is on my mind. Just seems it's a lot more of the darker types than are statistically possible!!!
As I have stopped dabbling in magic, my ability to disperse dark forces has as of late been my putting it in God's hands although I do spend a great deal of time thinking, meditating, and dreaming about these people and "forces". Is there anything you think I should do, try or attempt to flourish this or is it solely organic, Rahu? Should I try necromancy or something along those lines since you mentioned other entities? I do feel that God approves of what I do - so, long as I test and question what I do... I realize that's a matter of subjective interpretation for everyone.
You're correct that I do have some strong women that I rely upon, I also attract very dark women that I have to cut off, those friendships never make it to a year - the one's I keep have all been around for a decade or longer. A Taurus, Pisces, CancerS, Scorpio, and 1 Libra (an Aunt with Cancer Moon and ASC).
Thank you again, Rahu!
The abusive men = all 3 of my exes from the last decade... I'm frightened as can be seen in the Uranus thread I mentioned in a different category - and... Wondering if Pluto square Mars or any of the other transits looming are indicative of evil/corruption prevailing, I am one person - with many hidden, secret and divine allies - fighting a war with a criminal, a lawyer, a hacker, and more than a few corrupt officials I reported to the FBI in the fall that still contacts me at work for tarot readings, as the site I work on allows them a veil of anonymity.
No... I'm not crazy, but I sense you know that, Rahu.
