Chillaxer
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I believe firmly in these two barometers of luck and fortune, the P.O.F and the North Node, having viewed many other people's charts.
There is a strong Sagittarian key in my chart with the P.O.F in Sagittarius, well placed in the 1st house, and nicely trining the North Node in the ninth house.
But whilst I am very clear about the diagnosis, and see how it makes sense within the context of my life, I'm not sure if the cure isn't too late, or if I can activate it with the burden and constraint of things that seem insurmountable to shake off before it can be worth seeking out those new horizons.
I already have things 'embedded', if you get me, that mean that I can't take off, and the past follows and haunts me every day - there have been too many mistakes which I will struggle to break free off, however much I crave freedom and to live in the future.
Sag/Ninth is optimism, vision, the long term, and freedom.
Could it be that I will never activate these points?
There is far more adversity in life than my chart might suggest, hard to describe.
If these are my points of bliss, it makes it even worse if the rest of the chart means I can't activate them or that I have made too many mistakes and am now constrained...
Is my chart telling me to have faith because it will keep me from going under, just to get through it as best as possible, or is it telling me that genuine happiness is possible?
Tp put it in more context, I am experiencing dark issues around lack of boundaries, privacy intrusion and lack of liberty every day, based on past errors, it's very much a contemporary/civil liberties thing, but extreme.
Can I ever get back to normality and find my peace, and liberty?
There is a strong Sagittarian key in my chart with the P.O.F in Sagittarius, well placed in the 1st house, and nicely trining the North Node in the ninth house.
But whilst I am very clear about the diagnosis, and see how it makes sense within the context of my life, I'm not sure if the cure isn't too late, or if I can activate it with the burden and constraint of things that seem insurmountable to shake off before it can be worth seeking out those new horizons.
I already have things 'embedded', if you get me, that mean that I can't take off, and the past follows and haunts me every day - there have been too many mistakes which I will struggle to break free off, however much I crave freedom and to live in the future.
Sag/Ninth is optimism, vision, the long term, and freedom.
Could it be that I will never activate these points?
There is far more adversity in life than my chart might suggest, hard to describe.
If these are my points of bliss, it makes it even worse if the rest of the chart means I can't activate them or that I have made too many mistakes and am now constrained...
Is my chart telling me to have faith because it will keep me from going under, just to get through it as best as possible, or is it telling me that genuine happiness is possible?
Tp put it in more context, I am experiencing dark issues around lack of boundaries, privacy intrusion and lack of liberty every day, based on past errors, it's very much a contemporary/civil liberties thing, but extreme.
Can I ever get back to normality and find my peace, and liberty?
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