The19thLaw
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But somehow, it has shifted me in a way and my thinking, even towards life. I feel like I was so ungrateful here in wanting a certain kind of person to like me or a certain kind of experience when life is so abundant outside of that. There were good people who although had less power over me, I could have benefitted paying more attention to.
Oddly enough, it gets me how I almost used to be obsessed with women of her type when there were many women who wanted me that were not of that type. I used to wonder why they are so nice to men of certain cultures and hostile towards men of others. It made me really wonder and probably more than I should have.
Then it just so happens this situation for the past year hits me.
Pretty soon, I am going to not have to talk to his lady again but just the lessons though, the lessons. So many to be learned and at times, I do not even know when to start. This when I head into my Saturn return which has kind of already started.
That NN conjunct Sun must have had some serious meaning to it now. I know nothing good comes from me working with her, she has treated me like total garbage, but I was meant to learn a lesson from this.
Oddly enough, it gets me how I almost used to be obsessed with women of her type when there were many women who wanted me that were not of that type. I used to wonder why they are so nice to men of certain cultures and hostile towards men of others. It made me really wonder and probably more than I should have.
Then it just so happens this situation for the past year hits me.
Pretty soon, I am going to not have to talk to his lady again but just the lessons though, the lessons. So many to be learned and at times, I do not even know when to start. This when I head into my Saturn return which has kind of already started.
That NN conjunct Sun must have had some serious meaning to it now. I know nothing good comes from me working with her, she has treated me like total garbage, but I was meant to learn a lesson from this.