[FONT="]Your personal attracting energy to encounter people in general and for relationship is 7th house - in aquarius in your chart - ruled by uranus. Your uranus is strong placed in own house as ruler of 7th in 7th being of selfpurpose - but in water sign pisces.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Your uranus opposes your mercury in your 1st house in virgo. First house is personal enforcement energy to go for your aims and to look after getting your own wishes fullfilled and to defend yourself - when feeling attacked. And planets in virgo feel themselves attacked and criticised for seemingly not doing right or not being good enough - seeing quickly enemies around you - even if there aren't any.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Mercury in your 1st house rules your 2nd house - therefore mercury is mainly looking to protect yourself - to set boundaries - to defend own territory and own space, to defend own physical existence and own body and your ability to close your doors for others - to restore yourself and find a rest on your own.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="] 2nd house is also about skills you are born with and you can use to earn money with- is about self-esteem and what you see as worthy for yourself.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]But a full placed 2nd house - with 4 planets in it is more about closing own doors than to open up to others. And surely has a reason - mostly resulting from an early childhood experience - where you experienced it as necessary to not much show yourself as you are - for the reason of self-protection.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Pluto squaring sun as asc ruler and mars in your 2nd house is an intense and dominating energy which can also get violate-[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Scorpio in 4th house - has moon/pluto corresponding energy and is always connected with a subconsciously deep fear to get emotionally and physically completely destroyed, abandoned and left helpless alone.[/FONT]
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So as you talked about the 7th house attracting personal encounters and relationships, I do have a very weird friendships always. They always seem to end in a unexpected way when I truly loved those friends and called them bestie but out of nowhere it stops working out. Like I just lost my 6 year long “best friend” during mercury retrograde over very very dumb arguments that came out of nowhere and I’ve noticed this pattern with friendships that no matter how close even if I call them sister, suddenly it’s not compatible anymore I honestly don’t know where I be going wrong or what be happening. I’m always willing to communicate and have no problem someone pointing out my flaws so I could work on them but my pride is too high to chase someone for a conversation (after I tried). Now when it comes to relationships, does my Venus in 12th house have anything with it? I’ll be an adult in a year and I have not yet been in a actual relationship when I have soooo much love to give (just scared to commit) but I’m very loving and would love to share my love, although I usually attract people I can’t have or will have legal issues. Where do you see my love life going in my chart? If I’m being real I never thought about love much it kinda makes me cringe but I love to love and the feeling of being in someone arms that I truly have some kinda connection with it confuses me I don’t know how I be feeling about “love” or how to feel but I know that I want it.
Also my Uranus oppose Mercury in the first house description couldn’t be any better. As well as the 2nd house full placements making me closed off and not showing myself for how I fully am. I did experience something when I was in 5th grade and obviously I was super young so I was honest and of course my peers could tell that I’m foreign so I would speak about where I’m front till “I$I$“ came around and they show the news to the kids and everyone would look at me like some weirdo or like I’m harmful or I have any cause on what’s going on in the world. Literally the kids were so nosey to the point the teacher had to stop the news ask me in front of everyone where I’m from and I was panicking because were watching his horrible the place I come from so I lied and made up something and I do regret it I wish I was older I wish I was able to face people’s reactions I wish I could be honest and not make up all these stories but it started very young and I had to keep going with it’s where I live now. But it doesn’t truly bother me because I’m not a lair I was just protecting myself. And till this day I have only told a stranger about this and now I’m telling you but I wanna move to another city and start new and be honest I just don’t know when I’ll be ready or if I can face what people will think of me.
Also I’ve always heard having many placements in the 2nd house esp Jupiter is amazing for finance. Do you see this being true in my chart?
I’m veryy great with my money and know how to save and use it or more like I just attract money naturally like I’m always around it or find it. I’m
Just what my career will look like I’ve always saw and see myself becoming something big that’ll bring me a big income and something that I could also be helping others in. I wanna start working, gain experience, spread awareness, help others to become greatest (which is why I need to understand myself) I want to do something federal or law related but I’ve always been go with the flow type person because I want to see what I was meant to become but I also need to be practical and have a plan.
I appreciate you so much if you’ve been listening to me and willing to help me out and give me some advice I know I can be very talkative at times but I love expressing myself and hearing others perspective.
If I’m asking for much I could cashapp you, I know this stuff isn’t usually free and I don’t want to use your time and not give you anything in return.
Once again, thank you for your understanding and help.