Katy! Hey!
Thank you for the reply!
Yes! I mean, that's clearly alluding to a severance.
Yeah. I tend to read it as health and work issues will affect my relationship or my relationship has affected my health and work, then see it as the relationship being in jeopardy, all into its own. But furthermore, Venus is the Annual chart ruler, and it's in square to my natal Moon and Saturn. That's a crummy situation.
I absolutely do. And depending on what she does on my birthday, and I am expecting that she'll forget it, then I'm through, completely. So it absolutely IS hanging by a thread. I mean, on my birthday, the very day of my solar return, it will likely end. I made that the determining factor whether I continue with it.
I do have some health issues that I'm dealing with. The treatment has proved to be not as effective as believed, and I'm going to have to go in for a complete reevaluation on June 7th.
Yeah. Either way it's **** ... but I was thinking ... what if it's both houses? Maybe the influence affects both areas?
Also, my annual ascendant is perfectly aligned with my 12th house (and 7th with 6th). This is a year of sudden disappointments, conflicts, law suits even, restrictions of all kinds and loss. Also, Saturn has been sitting in my second house for YEARS!! It will not leave. It just will not, and I am feeling the effects.
Just to show how powerful that ascendant is, I'll share an event and the chart to go with it. This is the year that I graduated with my doctorate. It was a massive accomplishment for me. As would be expected, the annual ascendant is perfectly aligned with the natal midheaven. Now, however, being perfectly aligned with the 12th, I am trying to be positive about things but it's pretty hard. Things have already started to reflect my solar return perfectly.
Anyway ... I'm whinging but wanted to say hello and thank you.
I'll fill you in with how the year progresses.