millymichelle
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Hi. My name is Camille. I'm a neophyte astrologer seeking the advice and knowledge of those more experienced than I. I have a strong spiritual background and am moving into astrology as my new modality. Loving it.
I am 26 going on 27 this January and am strongly feeling like the *energies* of my Saturn Return starting. I know it's early, but I heard there can be variances.
2016 was rocked by unexpected deaths.
2017 has been rocked by break ups, depression, anxiety, casual thoughts of suicide/death and friendship issues. Of course, these can all just be contributed to hard transits. That Venus RX earlier this year really messed me up.
Now I fancy myself pretty resilient thanks to Taur moon, and my life is full of equal parts darkness and joy, but I am SUPER SCARED about this return. If the last 2 years are just the starting of this period, I'm worried about what full swing Saturn Return will be like. I have very strong 8th house energies, with Saturn chilling there conjunct my Sun. I read that 8th house Saturn returns ARE BRUTAL. That one can even expect death of loved ones, extreme hardships and sickness, etc. etc. ad nauseam.
I may be psyching myself out, but I also want to be prepared. If you can't tell by my chart (and this post) already, anxiety kind of rules my life. And the feeling that I will have to suffer until I'm like 32 disturbs me. I feel so panicked about what's around the corner.
My brother's Saturn return was super fantastic, though. He got married, bought a new house, started a business and had a child. But I've also known people who have taken their lives around this point (27 club, anyone?)
Can anyone offer any predictive guidance? And if not, maybe just some words of wisdom/soothing.
I've attached my chart wheel here. Hopefully it shows.
I am 26 going on 27 this January and am strongly feeling like the *energies* of my Saturn Return starting. I know it's early, but I heard there can be variances.
2016 was rocked by unexpected deaths.
2017 has been rocked by break ups, depression, anxiety, casual thoughts of suicide/death and friendship issues. Of course, these can all just be contributed to hard transits. That Venus RX earlier this year really messed me up.
Now I fancy myself pretty resilient thanks to Taur moon, and my life is full of equal parts darkness and joy, but I am SUPER SCARED about this return. If the last 2 years are just the starting of this period, I'm worried about what full swing Saturn Return will be like. I have very strong 8th house energies, with Saturn chilling there conjunct my Sun. I read that 8th house Saturn returns ARE BRUTAL. That one can even expect death of loved ones, extreme hardships and sickness, etc. etc. ad nauseam.
I may be psyching myself out, but I also want to be prepared. If you can't tell by my chart (and this post) already, anxiety kind of rules my life. And the feeling that I will have to suffer until I'm like 32 disturbs me. I feel so panicked about what's around the corner.
My brother's Saturn return was super fantastic, though. He got married, bought a new house, started a business and had a child. But I've also known people who have taken their lives around this point (27 club, anyone?)
Can anyone offer any predictive guidance? And if not, maybe just some words of wisdom/soothing.
I've attached my chart wheel here. Hopefully it shows.