david starling
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I confess that my Stripper Poll thread isn't in official Poll format because I don't know how to access it. I came up with a good excuse though.
Well, I am always late, I don't like to out of my house. I do not like when people look at me, I feel insecure.
So it turns out my lifetime thinking that I had to be a morally superior people pleasing beta male was definitely just emotional abuse trapped in the pain body...
Well, I am always late, I don't like to out of my house. I do not like when people look at me, I feel insecure.
I should have gotten over it by now, but I'm still haunted by what happened at Altamont in 1969. Tonight, I can't stop listening to Gimme Shelter.
Were you there?
My grandparents had a dairy farm in Tracy, just off Altamont Road.
My older brother promised to take my best friend and I to Altamont. He was 18 and I was 16.
My friend and I waited and waited and he never came back to pick us up. He had gone first to pick up his girlfriend and she convinced him to ditch us. LOL
Afterwards I was relieved that we didn't go. My friend and I would have tried to scoot up as close to the stage as we could.
I was on mescaline, and when things started going crazy, I tried to use my amped up empathic ability to keep it peaceful. BIG mistake. My shields crumbled, and I entered a world of pure wickedness I didn't know existed. I passed out, and a Virgoan woman I hardly knew caught me before I could be trampled by the panicked stampede, with people running for their vehicles. She said, "If you're going to have a body, you'll have to take better care of it." For some reason, a group of Hells Angels who had been guarding the stage, (and may have participated in stomping an Afro-American guy to death while the Stones were playing) singled me out, and started circling me on their bikes. A friend I was with jumped in and pulled me away, and we made it back to the van that five of us (Virgoan woman included), had arrived in. A very tough Aquarian woman was driving, and got us out. Took me months to recover my equilibrium. Like I said, haunted by it still. It was epic. Timothy Leary landed in a helicopter, saw what was going on, and fled the scene. A baby was being born in a tent while the concert was in full swing. There's a whole lot more, but that should give you the general picture.
I'll just add, a row of Hells Angels were surrounding the stage and looked like wraiths from the Trilogy. You wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere near them.
While I may not say it to many posters, as I don't think its helpful to kick em while their down, a lot of the frequent relationship posters are quite hopeless. Either they live in delusion, are too ugly or too locked up in their own little closets to ever have that flicker of hope to meet people. Motivate yourself for phucks sake, Yesh.
#Confessions
Yeah.. i mean it requires yourself too ya know? actually do something for it to maybe work out lol.