Feeling suicidal, messed up each day, wondering where to take my life, setting dreams but nothing getting anywhere.
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg....gif&res=63&va=&cid=31jfilecxq7g9-u1320000377
Anyone who can help? Even tell me of any hope?
Mostly, I think... it's the past, or my obsession with music, or needing some sort of thing to messed up my head really. I don't smoke drugs but... I feel mentally messed up and keep using things to run from reality.
I need to escape this messed up reality. But I need a hand out there, or feel like it.
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg....gif&res=63&va=&cid=31jfilecxq7g9-u1320000377
Anyone who can help? Even tell me of any hope?
Mostly, I think... it's the past, or my obsession with music, or needing some sort of thing to messed up my head really. I don't smoke drugs but... I feel mentally messed up and keep using things to run from reality.
I need to escape this messed up reality. But I need a hand out there, or feel like it.