Speaking as someone whose natal chart also has a strong Neptune influence -- Neptune retrograde in the 12th house conjunct Ascendant, Neptune as a singleton, and Neptune as the apex of a yod -- the only advice I can offer is that you make a very solemn commitment to yourself to "take the red pill" -- make this one of your top priorities at all times. Acknowledge the fact that just because you want something to be true does not put the universe under any kind of obligation to make it so. When I say that, I don't mean to suggest you must place the world's truth above your own -- because at least in my opinion, the world is in the grip of far too many fantasies and illusions of its own! What I mean is that in the interest of your own well-being, I think it is important to seek out the truth in every situation even if it's not what you or other people might want to hear. As I see it, the best way to do this is to listen to whatever Neptune tells you -- and then (metaphorically speaking) filter it through Saturn. Saturn is not always kind but he will tell you what you need to hear, not what you want to hear like Neptune does -- so whatever gets past the filter of Saturn can be trusted, because one of his jobs is to spot the flaws in any statement or idea. I think what Aesop once said could be equally applied to Neptune..."it is with our passions as it is with fire and water, in that they make good servants but bad masters."
I have two advantages in my natal chart -- one of which is that Neptune is in my 12th house (which is not only a good place for it, since it rules the 12th house anyway, but which also softens its influence somewhat), and the other of which is that Saturn is also prominent in my natal chart by means of singleton and yod and this makes it quite a bit easier for me to rein Neptune in. At least in my own experience, Neptune is not really
horrible although he's certainly not very dependable -- he's not considered a malefic planet like Mars or Saturn. Personally, I would put him in the same class with Uranus and Pluto. As long as you don't take him too seriously and don't allow him to master you, he can be extremely useful. Once I learned how to deal with Neptune more effectively, I learned to trust my intuition a lot more than before -- because that is one of his gifts
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