Hi everyone,
I've just survived the three passes of my saturn return, which was a bummer with regard to my relationship. I discovered that my (now ex-)boyfriend had had somebody else on the side for nine months. He finally admitted to that a few days before saturn conj. saturn got exact but only after he'd lied and cheated and led me on for a long time. This is something I'm still dealing with and will probably need a lot of time to heal. We'd been together for 2 years and had actually started planning a future together.
Initially after the break-up I was happy to find that despite this blow my professional life was somehow moving on. I've been trying to teach dancing for a while (lots of competition) and finally managed to get two contracts. Also I'd gathered two side jobs to pay the rent that are compatible with the dancing commitments. It looked as if I'd finally found a solution that enables me to survive and stay true to my dreams.
Last week, however, out of nowhere I lost both contracts teaching dancing and both side jobs. Looking at my transits I can't figure out what's going on at all. Saturn is about to conjunct my natal pluto and then jupiter in my 4th house having made it's way past mars (3rd) and natal saturn (4th) conj IC. I read in another thread that saturn conj. pluto is about trying true to myself but I feel this transit is rather sabotaging this. Also I'm completely at a loss about what else to try to finally get both my career and my financial situation off the ground. With Jupiter transiting my 10th shouldn't this get easier a bit?
Thank you so much for any insight or advice in advance
I've just survived the three passes of my saturn return, which was a bummer with regard to my relationship. I discovered that my (now ex-)boyfriend had had somebody else on the side for nine months. He finally admitted to that a few days before saturn conj. saturn got exact but only after he'd lied and cheated and led me on for a long time. This is something I'm still dealing with and will probably need a lot of time to heal. We'd been together for 2 years and had actually started planning a future together.
Initially after the break-up I was happy to find that despite this blow my professional life was somehow moving on. I've been trying to teach dancing for a while (lots of competition) and finally managed to get two contracts. Also I'd gathered two side jobs to pay the rent that are compatible with the dancing commitments. It looked as if I'd finally found a solution that enables me to survive and stay true to my dreams.
Last week, however, out of nowhere I lost both contracts teaching dancing and both side jobs. Looking at my transits I can't figure out what's going on at all. Saturn is about to conjunct my natal pluto and then jupiter in my 4th house having made it's way past mars (3rd) and natal saturn (4th) conj IC. I read in another thread that saturn conj. pluto is about trying true to myself but I feel this transit is rather sabotaging this. Also I'm completely at a loss about what else to try to finally get both my career and my financial situation off the ground. With Jupiter transiting my 10th shouldn't this get easier a bit?
Thank you so much for any insight or advice in advance
