NympheTamine
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My first boyfriend i've ever loved left me for someone else. it kind of broke me but i thought i could do better. But then i had a string of relationships and for some reason i have the worst luck when it comes to relationships. The men i usually date are quite decent chaps but once we get into relationships a different side of them comes out. Two boyfriends turned out to be drug dealers and were emotionally unstable ( one almost tried to hit me when he was high off drugs). The last boyfriend i had turned out to be a complete weirdo. He had access to all my accounts and passwords and was cyber stalking me for 2 years. He also had a lot of sexual problems that was extremely hard to deal with. He had some kind of surgery and if he didn't have sex every 2 days it hurt him too much.
I'm starting to loose hope for future. I don't know why i always attract strange men. I really want to settle down and have kids someday but it feels impossible. I'm very insecure about my guy cheating on me. Is love even on my charts? Will i ever meet a decent man? If so when will i meet him?
I've attached my chart below
I'm starting to loose hope for future. I don't know why i always attract strange men. I really want to settle down and have kids someday but it feels impossible. I'm very insecure about my guy cheating on me. Is love even on my charts? Will i ever meet a decent man? If so when will i meet him?
I've attached my chart below
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