try some research in Chiron in taurus in 10th house conj MC
http://www.cafeastrology.com/articles/chironinhouses.html
Chiron in Taurus
Taurus is the sign of money and resources and it shows our ability to possess things. It also shows what we instinctively value, including ourselves. This is the sign that gives us our gut level sense of self-worth. Chiron here can give us a miser's urge to hold on to every penny while denying ourselves any of life's pleasures, or a rejection of "those low, materialistic values" and, consequently, a life of poverty. And guess what? Deep down inside, both are the same. They both deny themselves pleasure and enjoyment because they don't value themselves. Of course, as always with Chiron, there is the ability to give good advise to everyone else concerning their material needs and sense of self worth. People with Chiron in Taurus have to learn how to enjoy the basic physical pleasures of life. They won't be able to do this, however, until they deal with their damaged sense of self-worth.
http://www.cafeastrology.com/articles/chironaspects.html
When researching on above, go look and read about YODS cos you have one involving your sun, saturn and neptune...
Typically sun quincunx Pluto suggest you may suffer from constant unrest and tension without knowing the reason why. Often gives enormous ambition and a desire to remain viable at alll cots. Driven by uncertainty, not sparing themselves, because they are insecure they are fiercely defensive of others but, with typical pluto lust for power, enjoying manipulatig them too. You may well have a desire to grow through confrontation...
