Firstly thank you all for kindly for analysing my chart.
@ Jadi,
The sun/chiron aspect could make me behave in a vulnerable, victim way which could be attracting the bullying and also the sun/neptune aspect could further magnify this behavior and sun rules the house of undoing as you state.
As when pluto went over my saturn, I decided to do leave my degree and do another degree which I'm getting interview offers.
@ neptunya,
Yeah, it does not define who I am and it's really what they choose to believe as what is actually true.
The real beauty if inner beauty and anyone who insults how another one looks has the real problem, it shows their level of inner beauty, which their soul is ugly.
I guess the are feeling angry, fear, frustration in some way venting in out on me which I have to understand and learn and perhaps be more compassionate.
@ Samatha,
I've PM'd you and yes I would like to know what is the purpose of all of this in this lifetime for me?
@ GeminiSun,
It's true, I should move on, however, it does hurt if the mean behaviour persists in some way. However, I have to learn to move towards the positive people.
They don't know me properly, they are not supportive or encouraging and the things they did are outright mean which shows what kind of people they are.
I do have a fantastic relationship with all of my cousins and I associate with them. Yeah perhaps I should act shady and give them a dose of their medicine!
The moon in the 8th could be that and also make me emotionally intelligent around them and perhaps they could be jealous of me somehow, it could anything.
@ Bina,
My father, sister are nice to me and I guess this is my fortress at home as opposed to going to my uncle. aunties house and spending time with them and at various events.
I play for a sports club and this is what I'm pursuing as a hobby and fortunately I've had interview offers for my field of work.
I am hyper-sensitive, perhaps I should lean towards meditation and going out for fresh air to calm my mind down.