CapricornianPathos
Member
Dear AW community,
I've been stagnating for quite some time: unemployed, alone and quite depressed. (Yeah, what else is new, sulky Capricorn!)
No, it's not that. I am quite comfortable with my melancholy, harsh life and vocational struggles and I don't expect to suddenly become breezy and ridiculously happy the day after my 30th birthday. I guess my problem is that I am tired of waiting for change. (Although I have plenty of planets in cardinal signs, I am horrible at initiating change. Every event leads to deeper melancholy, at least for the time being.) As of October 2014, I am physically unable to drag myself through life for another two years before Saturn crosses my IC and revisits its natal position in Sag 4H.
Do I have any hope for a pre-SR breakthrough? Is that even possible, especially for Capricorns? Can I be released on parole before SR or I'll have to wait no matter what and serve full sentence?
Although I made it all about myself, I would both be very grateful for thoughts on my "nervous breakthrough" and more general discussions on pre-SR bliss and change.
Love,
I've been stagnating for quite some time: unemployed, alone and quite depressed. (Yeah, what else is new, sulky Capricorn!)
No, it's not that. I am quite comfortable with my melancholy, harsh life and vocational struggles and I don't expect to suddenly become breezy and ridiculously happy the day after my 30th birthday. I guess my problem is that I am tired of waiting for change. (Although I have plenty of planets in cardinal signs, I am horrible at initiating change. Every event leads to deeper melancholy, at least for the time being.) As of October 2014, I am physically unable to drag myself through life for another two years before Saturn crosses my IC and revisits its natal position in Sag 4H.
Do I have any hope for a pre-SR breakthrough? Is that even possible, especially for Capricorns? Can I be released on parole before SR or I'll have to wait no matter what and serve full sentence?
Although I made it all about myself, I would both be very grateful for thoughts on my "nervous breakthrough" and more general discussions on pre-SR bliss and change.
Love,