astrologer50
Banned
Ruler of the Tenth House in the Twelfth HouseMy Sun is 12h and rules the MC and even I don't want anything to do with prisons or institutions.Quite boring!
That's a good question.. I would say in general, yea. A bit like the 6th house, it has to do with being of service to others. I see the 12th house implies careers involving mysticism/spirituality, and the arts. So a bit like the 9th house as well.
But I think it's also connected to criminal lifestyles. I've known of people involved in drug dealing/gangs/shady lifestyles and looking at their charts there's always been a 12th house influence.
so what is it you do professionally?? do you want to post your chart. What other aspects does your sun have? What other aspects does your MC receive? this is the problem with talking generics of planets in houses without taking into consideration the signs, aspects and the whole chart.....
The issues I am having are all 12th house ish.. is that a word? Well, the issues are at least part 12th house, part other houses, 4 family, 9 legal, 7 marriage, and 1st self. Geez, typing this has me like, "Wow, I am a mess!" bc I even tried to minimalize the houses/issues. Brutally honest, though I guess I don't think of it so badly when its not plainly written in front of me bc it's unfortunately the story of my life- no pun intended.Gratitude!!!!!!
. I do love "risky" things, although I don't see them as risky; like mountain climbing I just don't like to think there's anything I can't do and I don't even think about the risk...well other than the excitement aspect of it. This is fleeting though, bc I don't allow myself the satisfaction of accomplishment, I never thought I would fail in the first place, let alone that risky things don't really require too much more of me than effort. An example would be skydiving- there's no mental, fear, or what have you to overcome. You just jump, and in my case hope it scares the **** out of ya-so you want to come back for more. One last thing in regards to what you said about my dad, I have resought a relationship with him numerous times, spaced out over years and circumstance. He always says he wants nothing more than to have a relationship, and even shows favoritism towards me out of 6 daughters
. I have gone well beyond what I should do to nurture a relationship with him only to be re-abandoned by his complete apathy in the matter-on all fronts. For example, I have four sons that he could be a much needed grandfather to. So, I've allowed myself to think that he could vindicate his not being there for me if he would just be there for them. Before I did the same thing with my younger siblings. I have excused his behavior, by saying,"well, he may have been absent as a child, but he's changed now, so it's because he lives far (100 miles) away"- just one excuse I've given him. My piont with all this info, is that I've never really seen it as such a defining factor-his not being around. If anything I have resented my mother for what she exposed me to by being the one that had to stick around. Maybe this is that disassociation thing I talked about in the earlier post. I have made way to many attempts at having him back, and I do remember that it was traumatizing when he finally did go, for me to say "oh, it's not that big a deal". But honestly, in the grand scheme of my life of 30 years, it's far from a big deal, and I can even see some bright spots bc of it. Am I just keeping yet another secret from myself or what? Lastly, THANKS DUDE, I am so grateful for your time, and interest in my issues. May the universe repay your kindness 100 fold!
