I wanted to share this dream and hopefully get some perspective on it; the subject of the dream has been on my mind for a while this morning.
I believe i wokeup into another dream within my dream, from what i do remember i was dreaming about something and then believed i had woken up, i was in my bed trying to pull the covers up over me but they were to heavy, looking at my ceiling i noticed something was different there were white glowing orbs, like stars on the background of space.
Noticing this i had a feeling something was different, but i couldn't be sure. I looked towards my curtains and saw what looked like the first break of morning light piercing through.. and thats when i noticed there was someone standing there looking out, he looked like my father but the side of his face that had been litup by the light was severely disfigured. Initially i panicked because at this point i realized i was conscious of my own dream, i've felt this fear during sleep paralysis in the past but usually my eyes are opened.
As i became paralyzed with fear, he spoke to me without turning his head saying something along the lines of 'You were here before your entire god'. At this point i woke up for real, absolutely terrified i checked the time and it was 4:30am.. it was just starting to get light.
What he actually said to me was quite intriguing, and the fact that this entity was represented by a disfigured version of my father. I've done quite a bit of spiritual work over the years, what was said does infact have some resonance with what i understand to be true, but as to why it was conveyed in the form it was im not so sure.
I believe i wokeup into another dream within my dream, from what i do remember i was dreaming about something and then believed i had woken up, i was in my bed trying to pull the covers up over me but they were to heavy, looking at my ceiling i noticed something was different there were white glowing orbs, like stars on the background of space.
Noticing this i had a feeling something was different, but i couldn't be sure. I looked towards my curtains and saw what looked like the first break of morning light piercing through.. and thats when i noticed there was someone standing there looking out, he looked like my father but the side of his face that had been litup by the light was severely disfigured. Initially i panicked because at this point i realized i was conscious of my own dream, i've felt this fear during sleep paralysis in the past but usually my eyes are opened.
As i became paralyzed with fear, he spoke to me without turning his head saying something along the lines of 'You were here before your entire god'. At this point i woke up for real, absolutely terrified i checked the time and it was 4:30am.. it was just starting to get light.
What he actually said to me was quite intriguing, and the fact that this entity was represented by a disfigured version of my father. I've done quite a bit of spiritual work over the years, what was said does infact have some resonance with what i understand to be true, but as to why it was conveyed in the form it was im not so sure.
