Every few months this start my own business thing rises up in me. It basically cycles I keep trying to suppress it but I'm always disappointed or undervalued, underpaid with my employers. Since 18 I've tried several different types of businesses (5) and usually it didn't work out mainly from a lack of resources. 2 years ago I switched into the insurance industry and started in sales. I actually am good at sales but for whatever reason I've had a company shut down, another gets bought out and from another one laid off. So I haven't been truly able to see any gains from theses place because I'm constantly having to start over. Now I'm at new company that I have such small commission rates that even at my best it's like nothing they don't pay well. A part pf me wants to just buy my own leads and have at it on my own. Do for myself what I've been doing for others, but I don't know if I'd make it. I've become very anxious from business risk I may not have the nerves for it anymore. The other side says get out of this **** because I can't seem to really grown in spite of skill. I was thinking maybe I should change into financial planning, mortgage broker or become an accountant..or something like that. I am trying to finish up my bachelors degree but have ran out of aid so that's a challenge. I keep pushing against something to success. Maybe I am pushing in the wrong directions. Any insights from my chart would be helpful road blocks and challenging aspects that may be opposing my plans. I'm 27 it seems like I am in a loop. Being successful professionally means a lot to me I'm possibly a bit overly focused on work.