Hi balajit27
\i am assuming you are a woman
You have venus conjunct sedan and these are square to the Lilith/moon/pallas stellium. This shows you are avery loving person in all emotional and social relationships . you are devoted to truth and honesty from the center of your heart .
With psyche on your descendent ,your are very idealistic and romantic in the pursuit of love. You operate best when you are surrounded by love and your best qualities and confidence come out.
With Jupiter conjunct to juno and ceres and square to the sun conjunct the south node, you clearly are a person who desires last love and marriage. You are extremely sensitive and nurturing to the one you love and you have a “power” over others , you might say a psychihc power ,as everyone notices you and generally are attracted to you. You likely have a sense that you have a guardian or angel around you because so often situation develop that you have just thought about or desired.
many times circumstances seems to be fortunate to you.
But the south node does bring power and so some who are attracted to you are insincere or even malicious for no reason at all.
This is especially true in relationships or potential relationships .eros is 3/20 harmonic to psyche and the midpoint is conjunct to juno and ceres. This is minor but sometimes perplexing aspect because it shows that just when you feel you have met a potential serious mate, your expression of love can seem to be misunderstood and the more you might idolize this person , the more tensions arise. It as if your strong love seems to rub your suitor or potential mate in the wrong way.
This may be because your moon/sun midpoint is square to the nessus/Saturn midpoint. This suggest that your father was not emotionally expressive toward you as a child and as I consequence you have a unconscious weakness in expressing your love and emotions at time. the nessus/Saturn midpoint can be quite devastating for a young child as it actually shows a father who is very negative and constricting of you. So it may be you have difficulty expressing your fervent love because of the faulty emotional reinforcement of your father
With pluto square to Saturn, these dymanics become much more certain. That is your father did not treat you with the love of a child but rather was demanding and dominating of your emotional expressions.
You Venus/mars midpoint is also conjunct your south node , which also strengthens your emotional and physical attraction to others. Unfortunately .it also increses you father controlling and domineering impulses toward you.
So again you have always attracted suitors .
I would expect a early marriage for you, though s I said, you might have trouble bonding deeply because of unconscious issue that could make it hard to be totally open emotionally .
The Jupiter/juno square to the south node and the sun is usually a favorable aspect for finacioa stability and very often shows wealth from your family or heritage.
But Jupiter is biquintile to Uranus and decile to chiron which bodes broken marriages. Often there is too much criticism and arguments about which course of action to pursue in the marriage.
The Jupiter/Uranus midpoint is opposed to atrun which reinforces the image that there is a broken marriage inyour life. It may be that your husband turns out to have the domineering characteristics of your father and does not have the emotional openness to reciprocate you intense and devoted love. It as if you give unconditional love but get no love in retrun from your marriage.
As mentioned you chart can show financial stability and it could be that you husband was more interested in money than love.
This image is also shown as your moon/Saturn is conjunct to chiron and opposed to Uranus and square to orcus. Saturn/moon shows devotion but the other planets show a cold emotional expression. often the problem in this situation is that the devotion of Saturn/moon will incline one to stay in a “bad” relationship or marriage and so a growing sense of emotional isolation can develop
I also notice that the mars/eris midpoint is opposed to Neptune which usually shows a unfaithful partner, one who wants sexual “freedom” rather than conjugal bliss .
I also notice that the vertex is conjunct your nadir and square to the ascendant and psyche.
This will really charge you idealistic and romantic nature. It can be tricky thoug,because often you get carried away, feeling that the love you sense is the love of a soulmate.but this is not always the case, even though when you fall in love ,you always think it is destiny or karma bringing you together.
rahu
