astrology02
Well-known member
Hello everyone,
I have always been a person who excessively worries about everything. I constantly think about death, analyze my chart to see if anything points to me contracting a life threatening disease.
I have always had a fear of getting sick. Last year I was convinced I had HIV- just based on a feeling. I have only ever had one partner in my life so when i told my doctor he thought it was obsurd.
I still wanted to get tested, the tests came back negative (i got 3 just to make sure) . Even after they came back I always think that they missed something or that the doctor made a mistake.
When it wasn't hiv i was convinced i had cancer. And to most people it seems crazy, but i actually have a deep fear that never goes away. Or also i worry all the time about family members being sick.
I was just wondering if anything points to having irrational fears/ being a hypocondriac in my chart?
Do i really have health problems, or it all a fabrication in my mind?
Any insight would be appreciated Thank you
I have always been a person who excessively worries about everything. I constantly think about death, analyze my chart to see if anything points to me contracting a life threatening disease.
I have always had a fear of getting sick. Last year I was convinced I had HIV- just based on a feeling. I have only ever had one partner in my life so when i told my doctor he thought it was obsurd.
I still wanted to get tested, the tests came back negative (i got 3 just to make sure) . Even after they came back I always think that they missed something or that the doctor made a mistake.
When it wasn't hiv i was convinced i had cancer. And to most people it seems crazy, but i actually have a deep fear that never goes away. Or also i worry all the time about family members being sick.
I was just wondering if anything points to having irrational fears/ being a hypocondriac in my chart?
Do i really have health problems, or it all a fabrication in my mind?
Any insight would be appreciated Thank you