Measuring in right ascension.
During this time (in fact for some time now) you have had the slow moving stressful aspect of the progressed Sun-Saturn midpoint conjunct natal Saturn. It is now 0°51' past exact but it has only moved 00°04' since May 1st. Around September 15 the midpoint will be 1 degree past exact. That separation is not a silver bullet but could be the point where current difficulties have been resolved.
Along with that aspect your progressed Moon conjoined transit Pluto - another stress indicator. On May 10th it was only 0°05' away from the exact conjunction.
Today you had transit Mars conjunct progressed MC (angle progression Q2 Mean Quotidian) and progressed Pluto squared same. How was your day physically and/or mentally?
These things will pass but in the meantime do not push back too hard. Let opposition know that you will stand up for yourself in as nicely, yet firm, a manner as you can.
Thank you!
From the latest bullying event, the email from "D" dated 715 am Pacific yesterday morning until about 10 am this morning, it was high anxiety, and me trying to stay calm without being my normal obsessive brooding self. That was interesting to say the least and not very successful.
This morning, my art gallery partners and I had a meeting to deal with this, and it started a little bit after 9 (~910 Peachland BC if you are curious to pull a chart). I listened to the other people talking about the email we all received, but it was addressed to me, with everyone else being cc'd. I was the bad guy and seen as the instigator of everything wrong with the world. (Okay that might be a bit of an exaggeration, but just a bit)
I did not speak first, I never do, but when it came time for my turn, I was honest. Said I felt attacked, (not the first email from D) and broke down a bit.
One of my partners called her craycray. lol. Said that if she did that again, he'd be sending her a letter from his lawyer as the stuff she was saying was damaging - not just to me but to the gallery.
When it came time for everyone to say how they thought we should address the situation, others did not want to get into a pissing match with details - which I agreed - however, I did say exactly what I needed to be in the return correspondence to D and everyone else she cc'd. This was my personal reputation on the line.
There was a small amount of push back, but I explained why. It almost did not get put in but in the end it did. I had the attitude that well, these people who are my partners say lots of good stuff, but I will see what action they take as in the past few weeks they've crumbled to the outside pressure. They followed through. That's fine. But I'm cautious.
After the meeting, and the email was resolved, and everyone left, I spent a lot of time outside. I was mindful of the suggestions by JupiterAsc, which I appreciated. But there was lots of bugs. I don't like bugs. The doe came by, she left, she came back. I remembered the butterflies from the morning. I felt like Snow White. Posted same up on fb (1536 hrs). A friend of mine came by around 330, she read the email from D (she's my VC on the arts council) and wasn't impressed. We're going to deal with the response tomorrow.
Something has changed. I'm not sure what, but the energies from this am before my meeting at 9 and this afternoon after around 2 maybe 3 have changed. And I think they are going to remain calm into tomorrow, but then I am sensing a storm again on Wed and into Thurs. My plan is to go off the grid until the storms have passed.
That's the long version. lol
Bottom line, I'm still cautious. That fricken Saturn, man. He and I have not been on too friendly terms. I've done tons of stuff to toe the line and to grow and to incorporate structure. Why can't he just work to get along with everyone?