feeling of guilt -
I have recently come to realise that I feel terribly guilty at everything I do. Like as if I am a fraud and I shouldn't be putting my interests at the forefront. As if I'm going to be punished (spiritually) for going after things like money and career...... I do think that sometimes I cross the boundaries of going after what's important to me and being seen to be self centred. I am not very empathetic unless im able to deeply reflect, so i know that I rub the people closest to me up the wrong way. I just worry that I will end up taking things too far one day and become stuck.
What are your experiences?
I have recently come to realise that I feel terribly guilty at everything I do. Like as if I am a fraud and I shouldn't be putting my interests at the forefront. As if I'm going to be punished (spiritually) for going after things like money and career...... I do think that sometimes I cross the boundaries of going after what's important to me and being seen to be self centred. I am not very empathetic unless im able to deeply reflect, so i know that I rub the people closest to me up the wrong way. I just worry that I will end up taking things too far one day and become stuck.
What are your experiences?