I knew what u were describing had something to do with Neptune -
. I've know 2 people with Neptune conjunct midheaven, one of those people was a film director, the other was a drug dealer. I'm not making this up.
As far as a Saturn return, I've been through 2.
I was thinking about this whole thing of Saturn rules Aquarius. I'm not feelin it. I will say that generational realities are in play within astrology. I have noticed that people born prior to the discovery of Pluto, and for a few years after it's discovery, have a harder time transforming their lives than people born later. So I do believe that Astrology evolves.
Now when they, the astronomers, downgraded Pluto I don't think that mattered. I still see Pluto transits overcoming people all the time. It wasn't long before that, that the whole Asteroid Goddesses came into play in popular astrology. I've never seen anyone go through radical changes because Pallas Athene was conjunct their sun. So things evolve and get expanded. So why did Pluto not being a Planet have little effect?
But Saturn ruling Aquarius, I don't know. I'm still waiting for the Myth to support that. I would like to see some link to mass consciousness. Maybe I'm missing something?