Scarred for solar return

Hi there so I just read my next solar return and it has me worried because it keeps talking about me maybe either getting killed or killing myself and it has me worried on how to handle such a malefic line up and no matter what I read it's bad... so does it mean that a solar return is set in stone to stave someone's death and how do I deal with such a hard lineup of aspects?:
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Your Solar Revolution
Friday, October 25 2019, 10:04 AM
Espanola (Rio Arriba), New Mexico
106.04W ; 35.59N / 6W00, 04:04 PM UT
In keeping with the common practice, we consider that a planet posited within 1 degree of the next house belongs to that house. We allow an orb of 2 degrees for the ASC and the MC.

Jupiter 22°10' Sagittarius
Saturn 15°02' Capricorn
Neptune 16°13' Я Pisces
Ceres 22°09' Sagittarius
* In keeping with the common practice, we consider that a planet posited within 1 degree of the next house belongs to that house. We allow an orb of 2 degrees for the ASC and the MC.

House 1 4°27' Sagittarius
House 2 6°00' Capricorn
House 3 11°53' Aquarius
House 12 13°14' Scorpio
Mercury Conjunction Venus Orb 4°26'
Saturn Conjunction Pluto Orb 5°43'
Mercury Conjunction AS Orb 8°55'
Moon Conjunction MC Orb 9°39'
Neptune Opposite MC Orb 1°28'
Sun Opposite Uranus Orb 2°46'
Mars Square Saturn Orb 1°08'
Jupiter Square MC Orb 4°28'
Moon Square Jupiter Orb 5°11'
Jupiter Square Neptune Orb 5°56'
Mars Square Pluto Orb 6°51'
Saturn Trine MC Orb 2°39'
Pluto Trine MC Orb 3°03'
Venus Trine Neptune Orb 4°51'
Moon Trine Pluto Orb 6°35'
Venus Sextile Pluto Orb 0°19'
Saturn Sextile Neptune Orb 1°11'
Moon Sextile Mercury Orb 1°49'
Venus Sextile MC Orb 3°22'
Neptune Sextile Pluto Orb 4°32'
Mercury Sextile Pluto Orb 4°45'
Venus Sextile Saturn Orb 6°02'
Moon Sextile Venus Orb 6°16'
Uranus Inconjunction AS Orb 0°16'
Mars Inconjunction Neptune Orb 2°19'
Sun SemiSquare MC Orb 0°45'
Pluto SemiSquare AS Orb 1°18'
Sun SesquiQuadrate Neptune Orb 0°43'
Uranus SesquiQuadrate MC Orb 2°01'
Jupiter SesquiQuadrate Uranus Orb 2°26'
Sun Quintile Saturn Orb 1°05'
Moon BiQuintile Uranus Orb 1°22'
Venus SemiSextile Jupiter Orb 1°05'
Jupiter SemiSextile Pluto Orb 1°24'
Your Solar Revolution and Natal Chart
Outer ring: chart of the day of the Solar Revolution, inner ring: natal chart

Caption
Conjunctions
Opposites and Squares
Trines and Sextiles
Semi-Squares and Sesqui-Quadrates
Semi-Sextiles, Quintiles and Bi-Quintiles
Inconjunctions
Aspects Between SR and Natal Chart
Sun Conjunction Sun Orb 0°00'
Jupiter Conjunction Uranus Orb 1°45'
Venus Conjunction Venus Orb 2°20'
Mars Conjunction Mars Orb 2°52'
Jupiter Conjunction Saturn Orb 4°12'
Sun Conjunction Mercury Orb 5°27'
Mercury Conjunction Venus Orb 6°47'
Jupiter Conjunction MC Orb 7°12'
AS Conjunction Moon Orb 7°34'
Sun Conjunction Pluto Orb 7°38'
Saturn Conjunction Neptune Orb 9°23'
Jupiter Conjunction Moon Orb 10°09
Uranus Opposite Mercury Orb 2°40'
Uranus Opposite Sun Orb 2°46'
Uranus Opposite Pluto Orb 4°51'
Sun Opposite Jupiter Orb 8°14'
MC Square Saturn Orb 0°16'
Neptune Square MC Orb 1°15'
Neptune Square Saturn Orb 1°44'
Pluto Square Jupiter Orb 2°56'
Moon Square Uranus Orb 3°25'
Saturn Square Mars Orb 4°01'
Neptune Square Moon Orb 4°12'
MC Square Moon Orb 5°41'
Uranus Trine Neptune Orb 0°54'
Jupiter Trine Jupiter Orb 1°31'
Neptune Trine Venus Orb 2°30'
Uranus Sextile AS Orb 0°05'
MC Sextile Venus Orb 1°01'
Mars Sextile MC Orb 1°04'
Mars Sextile Moon Orb 1°52'
Pluto Sextile Venus Orb 2°01'
Saturn Sextile Venus Orb 3°41'
Sun Sextile Neptune Orb 3°41'
Mars Sextile Saturn Orb 4°04'
Mercury Inconjunction Jupiter Orb 1°49'
Jupiter SemiSquare Mercury Orb 0°13'
Venus SemiSquare Neptune Orb 0°26'
Mercury SemiSquare Mars Orb 0°29'
MC SemiSquare Sun Orb 0°45'
Sun SemiSquare Saturn Orb 1°01'
Sun SemiSquare MC Orb 1°58'
Neptune SesquiQuadrate Sun Orb 0°43'
Jupiter Quintile AS Orb 0°28'
Pluto Quintile Pluto Orb 0°49'
Jupiter Quintile Mars Orb 0°50'
Saturn Quintile Sun Orb 1°05'
Moon Quintile Moon Orb 2°39'
MC BiQuintile Jupiter Orb 0°00'
Uranus BiQuintile Moon Orb 1°17'
Saturn SemiSextile MC Orb 0°04'
Your Natal Chart
Sunday, October 25 1987, 02:45 PM
Los Alamos Medical Center (Los Alamos), New Mexico, United States
106.19W ; 35.52N / 7W00, 09:45 PM UT
In keeping with the common practice, we consider that a planet posited within 1 degree of the next house belongs to that house. We allow an orb of 2 degrees for the ASC and the MC.

Moon 12°01' Sagittarius
Mercury 7°24' Я Scorpio
Saturn 17°58' Sagittarius
Uranus 23°56' Sagittarius
Neptune 5°38' Capricorn
Pallas 11°25' Sagittarius
* In keeping with the common practice, we consider that a planet posited within 1 degree of the next house belongs to that house. We allow an orb of 2 degrees for the ASC and the MC.

House 10 14°58' Sagittarius
House 11 7°01' Capricorn
House 12 1°21' Aquarius
Mercury Conjunction Pluto Orb 2°11'
Moon Conjunction MC Orb 2°56'
Saturn Conjunction MC Orb 3°00'
Sun Conjunction Mercury Orb 5°27'
Moon Conjunction Saturn Orb 5°57'
Saturn Conjunction Uranus Orb 5°58'
Sun Conjunction Pluto Orb 7°38'
Uranus Conjunction MC Orb 8°58'
Venus Conjunction Pluto Orb 9°08'
Sun Opposite Jupiter Orb 8°14'
Mars Square Neptune Orb 5°22'
Moon Square AS Orb 7°22'
Jupiter Trine Uranus Orb 0°14'
Mercury Trine AS Orb 2°45'
Pluto Trine AS Orb 4°56'
Jupiter Trine Saturn Orb 5°43'
Moon Sextile Mars Orb 1°00'
Neptune Sextile AS Orb 1°00'
Mercury Sextile Neptune Orb 1°45'
Sun Sextile Neptune Orb 3°41'
Mars Sextile MC Orb 3°56'
Neptune Sextile Pluto Orb 3°56'
Uranus SemiSquare Pluto Orb 0°38'
Sun SemiSquare Saturn Orb 1°01'
Mars Quintile Uranus Orb 0°55'
Mars BiQuintile AS Orb 0°22'
Venus SemiSextile Saturn Orb 0°45'
Mars SemiSextile Pluto Orb 1°25'
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Española? Chale.

The worst that might happen is your death. Anything else is better than the worst.

So you can see that you're ahead of the game already...because odds are you won't die.

And if it's Your Day...

This guy from Española was sitting in the park when he saw La Huesuda. I think she is looking for ME, he thought. So he ran to the barber's and got all trimmed up. Then he slipped into the tailor's and came out in a tux. Why, he thought, not even my own mother would recognize me now!

Then he sat down for a good steak in the restaurant. La Huesuda [death, a skeleton] meanwhile, couldn't find the Española. So she decided to take the gentleman eating the steak in his place.

There is no escape.

So... are you going to live your life in fear of death? Which everyone meets at some point, maybe even while savoring a ribeye, medium rare.

I have to admit it is an interesting solar return. I pulled the chart up in my own software.

But for such a serious matter, using a solar return chart alone is not enough.

A biwheel with natal/solar return would help. Also your progressed chart.
But I'm not offering a reading by stating that, just pointing out that for a topic such as this, a solar return chart is not enough.

Also, if you don't want to kill yourself and are not in that mindset--then you simply won't--whatever the energies are--you will work them out in a different way.

Also the 5th house in the solar return is significant;as uranus is in the same degree as the asc/dsc axis. Lilith is conjunct the IC---is interesting---without knowing what your home environment/living is like that would be difficult to interpret but I'd suggest being careful that your thoughts/moods are not allowed to get too dark; if you need to talk to someone do so.

I can see this chart not being about death, but rather about money --or maybe a combination of the two.
But whatever is fated to happen will, and what is not won't. You can't live your life worrying about astrological charts. We have all had scary transits--solar returns--progressions-- You just do the best you can do with the information you have. Also the malefics in the chart are not in houses that are really related to death. You might be especially good with gambling games also throughout the year.

In my opinion

This question, for the native, is not whether the horoscope foretells death or no...

It is more about the dominion of unreasonable and unfounded fear. Which will be dominant, fear or the native?

Can you please post a chart with the SR and natal, because this is a pain to read haha.

Indeed as greybeard said whatever this SR is about, it's about facing ilogical fears. Every human fears death, it's natural, but it's irrational to fear that a solar return will cause your death.