I often fantasize of being famous somehow, but in a different light where yes, I'm recognized for my work, but I'd also have the ability to perform good deeds for others and my family, in need. Yes, I lack water signs in my chart, but I am a very emotional person (at least in my own way). I like to critique movies and praise good tv (plot and the creator's hard work). I love a great story that will inspire. I often escape to my day dreams and envision my characters (from my story) or in rare, but strong and recent scenarios that I'm known popularly, but for the right reasons. I love Marilyn Monroe, and adore her starlike quality, but overall, her, as a human who suffered from insecurities and depression, yet faced everyone with a silver smile.
I just wonder where that fits in my chart. I have an Aquarius midheaven and in most cases highlights jobs involving astronomy, astrology (which I'd love to do as well), or any sort of technology. I feel connected to the mysterious and creative world. Writing, entertainment, beauty related to art, history, theology, mythology, behind the scenes work of a production, travel, conspiracies, books and casting. To be apart and involved in something big.
Now that I got most of my dreams written, I worry about my practical side. I tend to be negative and think of myself as a failure. Blame depression. As a gemini, I jump from happy to sad to indifferent depending on the day. I am a perfectionist when it comes to my writing, sometimes having trouble finishing a project. My trouble is that I may be leading to nothing.
I guess I'm curious about what my chart has to say about my social standing and career. How can I connect to my aquarius midheaven? Does my chart indicate success, failure or potential? Yes, my questions are a little too general and unrealistic, but please be free to let me know what you find. Things that stand out to you the most.
I just wonder where that fits in my chart. I have an Aquarius midheaven and in most cases highlights jobs involving astronomy, astrology (which I'd love to do as well), or any sort of technology. I feel connected to the mysterious and creative world. Writing, entertainment, beauty related to art, history, theology, mythology, behind the scenes work of a production, travel, conspiracies, books and casting. To be apart and involved in something big.
Now that I got most of my dreams written, I worry about my practical side. I tend to be negative and think of myself as a failure. Blame depression. As a gemini, I jump from happy to sad to indifferent depending on the day. I am a perfectionist when it comes to my writing, sometimes having trouble finishing a project. My trouble is that I may be leading to nothing.
I guess I'm curious about what my chart has to say about my social standing and career. How can I connect to my aquarius midheaven? Does my chart indicate success, failure or potential? Yes, my questions are a little too general and unrealistic, but please be free to let me know what you find. Things that stand out to you the most.