Can you post your chart using the free charts pages at Astrodienst www.astro.com? Then include the aspectarian (table of aspects) which will include the quintiles. They're hard to eyeball, otherwise.
Generally quintiles indicate areas of talent plus the ambition to manifest them.
With Mars retrograde, your innate assertiveness and aggression is turned inward, so you are probably very hard on yourself.
For life purpose, I would look more at your MC ruler (the sun,) your north node, and how the planets aspect them.
Thanks-- the aspectarian is that triangular table in the lower left of your attachment. It shows aspects between planets.
A planet is retrograde when its apparent motion, from our viewpoint on earth, seems to go backwards (west to east,) instead of the usual direction of the planets, from east to west. In modern western astrology, this is interpreted as the meaning of that planet being turned inward. Since Mars rules our natural assertiveness, anger, &c; the idea is that that aggression gets turned inward. So Mars retrograde people are apt to feel angry at themselves.
On the other hand, Mars also rules athletes, so this would be a good placement for someone wanting to develop her "inner game."
Astronomically, a planet that appears to go backwards will change course in move in a direct motion (east to west) eventually. Astrologers have a way of tracking planets after your birth called progressions, so it's likely that your natal Mars turned direct during your life. This change may have coincided with a time when you eased up on yourself a bit.
Relationships come in different types: partners/spouses, friends, family, and so on. With your sun in the 7th house of committed relationships such as marriage, you would probably feel most like your authentic self with a steady lover.
Yet life is saying to you, "It won't be easy!" Your sun is in a stressful aspect with a couple of planetary heavies. Uranus square sun makes it difficult to develop a sustained sense of self, because Uranus rules sudden change. Pluto square sun often happens with people who were bullied as children, so they learn not to trust other people. As adults, they may see a relationship as a power struggle with a winner and loser.
The 7th is also the house of one's open enemies, so if you can't create a spouse or partner, you may find yourself with enemies. (This dual nature of the 7th house may explain why divorce rates are so high.)This is especially likely to happen with your Mars opposite Mercury.
I think the best way to take the squares to your sun is that they are asking you to ongoingly reinvent yourself. If you put the pressure on yourself to grow and evolve into a more enlightened person, you'll probably get along better with them.
I think you have a strong, if difficult, chart. You have three domiciled planets (in the sign they rule; comparable to the king in his castle.)
Your quintiles mainly affect your moon and Pluto. Actually, you may be extremely ambitious. Possibly your difficulties in life make you feel you couldn't go after what you want, but your horoscope says you can-- and probably must in order to feel like the real you.
It looks to me like you have some artistic and writing ability. Even if you do not pursue your talents as a career, they will be good ways through sketching, journaling, or music to express your deep emotional nature. If you have dancing and acting experience, you may be able to express them in a local community theatre, if not in Hollywood. The planets showing artistic ability do need some expression, too.
If you could please explain:
The strength in the chart is?
The difficulty is?
And Can I ask the siginificance of the 3 domiciled planets?
I have written a play and also performed it and would like to take writing to another level so it's good to hear there is talent in the chart there.
Once again thankyou for your time. I'd be willing to get a greater indepth reading of my chart from you if you do that sort of thing and can pay $$ if you are willing? Not sure if I'm supposed to ask that on here either so my apologies in advance if it's breaking protocol.
Have a great week.
I would say you're emotionally confident, you know how to express yourself and people can gravitate to you since the moon rules people. You should be athletic and motivated. Since mars is retrograde this could be inward.
I would also say you don't waste your time and you are very will powered.
I'm confident you are physically well built since mars is in a fire sign conjuct asc.
Thanks for your feedback. Much appreciated.
Each sign has one or two planets that rule it. (Traditional astrologers don't use Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto as sign rulers, but modern western astrologers do. )
When a planet is in the sign it rules, it's called "domiciled"-- like our word "domicile" for one's home. A planet in the sign it rules is supposed to be extra strong. Your domiciled planets are the moon in Cancer, Mercury in Gemini, and Venus in Taurus.
The moon rules your emotional nature (deep!) Mercury rules your speaking, writing, and thinking, but also the hands. Venus rules love relationships as well as the arts. Having 3 (count 'em) domiciled planets doesn't come up all that often, in my experience.
So why do you think you sabotaged yourself when you were young? Feelings of not being good enough? Or did your ambition somehow frighten you? Or others around you? Both? But now that you're more mature, hopefully you don't have to repeat those self-defeating experiences.
I suggest that, given all those quintiles in your chart, it's OK to try and fail. (And pick yourself up and try some more.) What I would not recommend is that you never try to express what is in you. There is a saying, "Who would you be if you were not afraid?"
I'm happy to answer further questions about your horoscope. I am an amateur and I don't take money for what I do.[Thanks for your feedback. Much appreciated.
Each sign has one or two planets that rule it. (Traditional astrologers don't use Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto as sign rulers, but modern western astrologers do. )
When a planet is in the sign it rules, it's called "domiciled"-- like our word "domicile" for one's home. A planet in the sign it rules is supposed to be extra strong. Your domiciled planets are the moon in Cancer, Mercury in Gemini, and Venus in Taurus.
The moon rules your emotional nature (deep!) Mercury rules your speaking, writing, and thinking, but also the hands. Venus rules love relationships as well as the arts. Having 3 (count 'em) domiciled planets doesn't come up all that often, in my experience.
So why do you think you sabotaged yourself when you were young? Feelings of not being good enough? Or did your ambition somehow frighten you? Or others around you? Both? But now that you're more mature, hopefully you don't have to repeat those self-defeating experiences.
I suggest that, given all those quintiles in your chart, it's OK to try and fail. (And pick yourself up and try some more.) What I would not recommend is that you never try to express what is in you. There is a saying, "Who would you be if you were not afraid?"
I'm happy to answer further questions about your horoscope. I am an amateur and I don't take money for what I do.
Thankyou again waybread for your reply and further insights. I’d say having grown up in a very abusive, hyper critical home environment made me feel almost like if I did achieve that I didn’t deserve it. Also was chastised by people in my family for thinking I was better than them if I did achieve. I almost still feel fear of becoming happy or successful. And I’ve also put myself in intimate situations with partners who reinforced that feeling.
I know I have many squares to my Sun which I believe refers to relationships with men? I wonder if my chart is pointing towards me not having a successful relationship with a man in this lifetime?
Also if you don’t often see 3 domiciled planets in home signs what would it’s greater meaning be for my chart or life path? If you are able to comment any further?
Once again appreciate your time & insight. I really would like to figure out my chart details.
Thanks Gemgirl