Januarystorm
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I am currently searching for a new job, i finished my masters degree and now the time has come to finally start a job that i actually want to make a career in- a serious job so to say. (instead of the jobs i had during college that were just for making some extra money and had nothing to do with the field i am interested in)
so the plan was always to work in the government or at a non-profit organisation- and yes there are plenty of jobs at both and i am applying- but i have yet to say that i found something that feels like it is something for me- and feels like the right choice. and the jobs i really really would like to do- are obviously something you have to have some prior experience for- something i dont have- so i cant apply for those jobs because i would not know what to do- so i need to find a position that is in my capacities- and then work myself up from that- learning as i go- which isnt really a big problem- i just dont want to do a job i am not really really passionate about- but its fine because i know that im doing it to further my career but still it is a little unsettling
so then- whilst browsing for these jobs, i came across a low-paid internship at a government organisation- they last from the 1st of May until the 1st of November 2018 (so 6 months) and it is EXACTLY what i want- it would put me in the exact department i want to end up in- and its not a job- its an internship- so you literally learn the skills/make the right contacts/make an impression whilst actually practicing the work- it pays really really little- like almost nothing- BUT- you have such a high chance of being hired after that- and already you have so much experience and you have had the chance to make an impression on the people that very well could after that be so impressed by you- they hire you- and than your in- its not always a fact this happens- but the chance increases by ten thousand percent.
so i sent an email to the admissions department asking if i could apply- because of course im not in college anymore so would this internship even apply for me. explained my background, my prior education and my fields of research on my masters- and they replied to me- saying they are very very interested in me, and urged me to apply for the internship- saying i fully qualified.
so now i dont know what to do- should i apply for the internship? or should i keep looking for a real job. so thats the question. (chart will be attached)
so i am venus- at the 28th degree (my age exactly lol) she is in taurus at home (which i am) and she is about to go in to gemini- the internship i want to take- has everything to do with communication- it is a mercurial position- i dont think it can get ANY more gemini/mercurial as this- so could this signify to take the internship? because venus is literally moving in to the sign of communication (the internship literally is called "communication for xxxx department"-
so the second thing that pops out- is the moon-north node conjunction in the 10th house- and the moon is ruling the 10th-so that makes me think its a no for the internship because 10th house rules work work- not internships right? but then the moon is in leo- the sign original 5th house- which would point to an internship?
the ruler of the internship is im guessing mercury (as he signifies the position) and he was just trined by that moon in the 10th- whilst being in the 6th house of work- and the 6th house cusp is pisces ruled by jupiter- the planet of education (im guessing internships qualify as a educational event) and he is sitting in the 2nd house of earnings-all things pointing to the internship?
but then the south node in the 5th- the moon in the 10th- conjuncting the north node- im guessing meaning that its double as important- kind of also point to a real job and not an internship
i dont know- maybe by own indecision is clouding my ability to understand the chart
am hoping someone can help- what do you think? thank you so much in advance
so the plan was always to work in the government or at a non-profit organisation- and yes there are plenty of jobs at both and i am applying- but i have yet to say that i found something that feels like it is something for me- and feels like the right choice. and the jobs i really really would like to do- are obviously something you have to have some prior experience for- something i dont have- so i cant apply for those jobs because i would not know what to do- so i need to find a position that is in my capacities- and then work myself up from that- learning as i go- which isnt really a big problem- i just dont want to do a job i am not really really passionate about- but its fine because i know that im doing it to further my career but still it is a little unsettling
so then- whilst browsing for these jobs, i came across a low-paid internship at a government organisation- they last from the 1st of May until the 1st of November 2018 (so 6 months) and it is EXACTLY what i want- it would put me in the exact department i want to end up in- and its not a job- its an internship- so you literally learn the skills/make the right contacts/make an impression whilst actually practicing the work- it pays really really little- like almost nothing- BUT- you have such a high chance of being hired after that- and already you have so much experience and you have had the chance to make an impression on the people that very well could after that be so impressed by you- they hire you- and than your in- its not always a fact this happens- but the chance increases by ten thousand percent.
so i sent an email to the admissions department asking if i could apply- because of course im not in college anymore so would this internship even apply for me. explained my background, my prior education and my fields of research on my masters- and they replied to me- saying they are very very interested in me, and urged me to apply for the internship- saying i fully qualified.
so now i dont know what to do- should i apply for the internship? or should i keep looking for a real job. so thats the question. (chart will be attached)
so i am venus- at the 28th degree (my age exactly lol) she is in taurus at home (which i am) and she is about to go in to gemini- the internship i want to take- has everything to do with communication- it is a mercurial position- i dont think it can get ANY more gemini/mercurial as this- so could this signify to take the internship? because venus is literally moving in to the sign of communication (the internship literally is called "communication for xxxx department"-
so the second thing that pops out- is the moon-north node conjunction in the 10th house- and the moon is ruling the 10th-so that makes me think its a no for the internship because 10th house rules work work- not internships right? but then the moon is in leo- the sign original 5th house- which would point to an internship?
the ruler of the internship is im guessing mercury (as he signifies the position) and he was just trined by that moon in the 10th- whilst being in the 6th house of work- and the 6th house cusp is pisces ruled by jupiter- the planet of education (im guessing internships qualify as a educational event) and he is sitting in the 2nd house of earnings-all things pointing to the internship?
but then the south node in the 5th- the moon in the 10th- conjuncting the north node- im guessing meaning that its double as important- kind of also point to a real job and not an internship
i dont know- maybe by own indecision is clouding my ability to understand the chart
am hoping someone can help- what do you think? thank you so much in advance