waterlilly
Well-known member
Hi there
I have drawn up a composite chart for my mother and I and the odd thing that strikes me is that we have venus in the 12th House. alittle odd for a parental relationship huh?
We have had more than our share of difficult moments. I wonder if anything else in particular stands out that i'm just not getting.
It's like she has always been a better parent to others and found it difficult to love me.you know, buying all the other kids and ice cream and leaving you out.( it really was alot worse than this) I understand that at 35 I should be getting over this now... is there a reason i'm just not picking up?
Sadly, due to this lack of motherly love, I have wished that friends parents were mine, i was theirs and so on. however, it's like I act very needy waiting for the sligtest drop of affection. I don't trust anyone and have never ever been secure that someone loved me.wanted to sleep with me yes but, never really loved me. I want to understand & release these dynamics from my life.
can you help me put some of these demons to rest?
waterlilly
Sun - Libra 9° 36' in house 11
Moon - Leo 29° 49' in house 10
Mercury - Libra 9° 35' in house 11
Venus - Scorpio 2° 29' in house 12
Mars - Scorpio 26° 20' in house 1
Jupiter - Sagittarius 27° 21' in house 2
Saturn - Cancer 26° 39' in house 9
Uranus - Leo 22° 55' in house 10
Neptune - Scorpio 8° 14' in house 1
Pluto - Virgo 8° 18' in house 10
Ascendant - Scorpio 6° 11' in house 1
Midheaven - Leo 19° 52' in house 10
Node. - Pisces 15° 19' in house 4
2 Sagittarius 4° 46' in house 2
3 Capricorn 11° 8' in house 3
4 Aquarius 19° 52' in house 4
5 Pisces 22° 18' in house 5
6 Aries 17° 3' in house 6
I have drawn up a composite chart for my mother and I and the odd thing that strikes me is that we have venus in the 12th House. alittle odd for a parental relationship huh?
We have had more than our share of difficult moments. I wonder if anything else in particular stands out that i'm just not getting.
It's like she has always been a better parent to others and found it difficult to love me.you know, buying all the other kids and ice cream and leaving you out.( it really was alot worse than this) I understand that at 35 I should be getting over this now... is there a reason i'm just not picking up?
Sadly, due to this lack of motherly love, I have wished that friends parents were mine, i was theirs and so on. however, it's like I act very needy waiting for the sligtest drop of affection. I don't trust anyone and have never ever been secure that someone loved me.wanted to sleep with me yes but, never really loved me. I want to understand & release these dynamics from my life.
can you help me put some of these demons to rest?
waterlilly
Sun - Libra 9° 36' in house 11
Moon - Leo 29° 49' in house 10
Mercury - Libra 9° 35' in house 11
Venus - Scorpio 2° 29' in house 12
Mars - Scorpio 26° 20' in house 1
Jupiter - Sagittarius 27° 21' in house 2
Saturn - Cancer 26° 39' in house 9
Uranus - Leo 22° 55' in house 10
Neptune - Scorpio 8° 14' in house 1
Pluto - Virgo 8° 18' in house 10
Ascendant - Scorpio 6° 11' in house 1
Midheaven - Leo 19° 52' in house 10
Node. - Pisces 15° 19' in house 4
2 Sagittarius 4° 46' in house 2
3 Capricorn 11° 8' in house 3
4 Aquarius 19° 52' in house 4
5 Pisces 22° 18' in house 5
6 Aries 17° 3' in house 6