I have seen that people are asking for a help regarding their Saturn transits, and as I am experiencing them myself, I wanted to ask you what else can I expect.
From end of 2014 until summer 2017 I have faced very deep depression. It was a time when Saturn opposed my Venus, Moon,and Mercury. I felt blocked, isolated, missunderstood and alone, under xzilion different kinds of pressures. Back then I was working and studying at the same time,traveling 400km back and forth to University. Until I burned out, left the job and spiraled deeper into depression. I was very emotional, I was missing my friends and family, my dog. Many of my friendships have collapsed since I relocated. My dog had smaller operation. At the same time I started experiencing insomnia and severe anxiety. Many different scary thoughts and fears about my loved ones.The peak was in November 2016 when I couldn't handle it by myself anymore so I asked for professional help. Things got better during summer 2017, but again after summer it started to somehow creep up to me that feeling of chest heaviness. Not as heavy as before, but still I am not feeling like myself. And still there are thoughts that is sometimes hard to fight away. Hell, I don't even know anymore how did I feel before. I just know it was better than this.
Now that Saturn has crossed over my ascendant, and going further to opposition to my Sun, I have Uranus arround my IC, Pluto opposing my Sun, and what the hell not, what can I expect?
I am going through a lot internally, I usually don't react outwardly because of how I rationalize my emotions, how I asses the risk of my behaviour, gains and loses etc. How many emotional and internal turmoils am I going to go through before I crack?
https://imgur.com/a/pxlBG
From end of 2014 until summer 2017 I have faced very deep depression. It was a time when Saturn opposed my Venus, Moon,and Mercury. I felt blocked, isolated, missunderstood and alone, under xzilion different kinds of pressures. Back then I was working and studying at the same time,traveling 400km back and forth to University. Until I burned out, left the job and spiraled deeper into depression. I was very emotional, I was missing my friends and family, my dog. Many of my friendships have collapsed since I relocated. My dog had smaller operation. At the same time I started experiencing insomnia and severe anxiety. Many different scary thoughts and fears about my loved ones.The peak was in November 2016 when I couldn't handle it by myself anymore so I asked for professional help. Things got better during summer 2017, but again after summer it started to somehow creep up to me that feeling of chest heaviness. Not as heavy as before, but still I am not feeling like myself. And still there are thoughts that is sometimes hard to fight away. Hell, I don't even know anymore how did I feel before. I just know it was better than this.
Now that Saturn has crossed over my ascendant, and going further to opposition to my Sun, I have Uranus arround my IC, Pluto opposing my Sun, and what the hell not, what can I expect?
I am going through a lot internally, I usually don't react outwardly because of how I rationalize my emotions, how I asses the risk of my behaviour, gains and loses etc. How many emotional and internal turmoils am I going to go through before I crack?
https://imgur.com/a/pxlBG